Hakikat Cinta!!

Dayang Nurfaizah - Hakikat Cinta

Usah di kesal yang berlaku
Saat ku lafaz kata pemutus
Tiada gunanya segala alasan
Takkan ku berundur walau seketika

Tak perlu merayu pada hati ini
Tak perlu lagi aku menangisi
Takdir menentukan kitakan berpisah
Terimalah hakikat cinta kita

Pedihnya semalam masih ku terasa
Luka yang berdarah mengalir kesakitan
Hati yang kecewa menangis sedih
Di hiris pilu
Jiwa meronta hiba
Tak bisa putuskan kemahuan hati
Yang menyeksakan diri
Namun kekuatan yang masih tersimpan
Terlepaslah daku dari derita

Usah disebut kisah yang lalu
Tertutup sudah pintu hatiku
Cukuplah bagi ku Tuhan Maha Esa
Hanyalah dia penawarku

Tag From Ridh!!

These are the rules :

1. Go to your photo files, and select the 6th photo folder..

2. Select the 6th photo in the folder..

3. Post the photo along with the story behind it..

4. Then challenge 6 blogger to do the same..

I was tagged! Hehehehe..thanks for the tags Ridh! And here I want to tag :

--> myra

--> kak long

--> cz

--> rere

--> cherry

--> and anyone who have read, you are tagged!

Ini adalah anak sepupu aku, nama dia Airil. Comel kan? Disebabkan folder ni yang aku jumpa, maka gambar budak ni la yang bersepah-sepah dalam folder ni.. Hehehehe..

Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely..

Life is full of surprise right? Yesterday, you are having fun with your mates, and today you are being left alone. I'm not saying that my friends are getting away from me, but it is something else. It's like you are laughing, and smiling but you know there's something not right. You are not laughing like usual, you are not smiling as usual, and you don't know what exactly is happening inside of you.

Empty. That's the word. My life is full with everything I love, but still there a some empty place inside. I'm looking for something that can fit inside the empty place, but it seems like I've found nothing, yet. 

Whenever you needs attention, it is best when you get it from someone nearby right? That's what happening to me recently. I'm trying being ignorant, but I just can't. I wonder how long wil it be last. Hey, I can't expect it to be forever caring right? But somehow, it is really makes me feels at ease. 

A Wish For Someone

Today is the day, the day that I've never been able to forget. The day when you finally get older. It's your birthday, dear. Oh, I'm sorry. I shouldn't called you by that name again. I'm sorry that I never wish "Happy Birthday" to you since I've known you 5 years ago. Please don't ask me why because you know it exactly right? For all this year, I kept wondering did you ever remember me? Did you ever missed me like I do sometimes? Silly me coz I am a little too not over you. 

p/s :: if somehow you have read this, I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday, and I'm sorry for everything.. 

This Is What We Called T.A.G!!!

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:

1. Asmaul
2. Maul  
3. Nurrul


THREE THINGS YOU’VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:

1. cooking asam rebus
2. eating lunch
3. watching JDorama

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:

1. money (everyone needs it rite?)
2. holiday (somewhere only we know)
3. friends  (I love u gurls!)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS OF NOW:

1. Anggun - Berganti  Hati
2. Pink - Sober
3. Katy Perry - Thinking Of You

THREE THINGS YOU LOVE IN A GUY:

1. his characteristic
2. understanding
3. matured

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS:

1.  Shazila - my best  buddy, haven't meet her in 6 years
2. My late grandfather
3.  -


THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:

1.  Apple IPhone 3G
2.  IPod Shuffle
3.  Books

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR NEXT VACATION:

1.  Japan
2. Perhentian / Tioman / Redang / Kapas
3.  Genting (jangan xjadi aaaa)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1.  Reading books
2.  Musics
3.  Writing

THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTERS:

1.  Kurosaki Ichigo  - Bleach
2.  Touya - Ayashi No Ceres
3.  Hisagi Shuuhei - Bleach        

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FAST FOOD:

1. Foldover Mcd - but n/a rite now
2. KFC
3. -

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:

1. Soya         
2. Tea (hot tea or iced tea, it doesn't matter)
3.  Mineral

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR  POUCH:

1. Wallet
2. Handphone
3. Handphone

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

1. Purple
2. Black
3. White

TOP THREE U LOVE SO MUCH:

1. Family
2. Friends
3. My gadgets - including handphones, laptop, bla bla bla

I WANT TO TAG:

1. Myra

2. CZ

3. Anom 

And whoever read this, read: YOU ARE TAGGED!!!

Full Stop!!

Today, finally the day came. This is not what I ever want but because of some stupid reason, it's over! I don't really understand what I feel rite now. Frustrated, anger, sad, unsatisfied, it all blend inside. I don't know how I can stand for all this time. Maybe because of trust. I trusted 'em and believe 'em with all of my heart but in the end, it all faded away. It takes years to build the trust and yet, it end with only a word. 

Some my friend said, "chill la, it's not the end of the world. Why should u care bout someone who didn't even know how to appreciate you? They'll learn their lesson, someday." So, I stand up from my grief, and start a new life! 

Enjoy this song, which is my favourite right now. 

Akhirnya!!

Setelah seminggu, akhirnya broadband aku dah boleh digunakan. Yosh! Rasa nak lompat-lompat je tadi bile boleh guna.. Hehehehe.. Tengok ni, siap tukar template segala bagai, alang-alang dah boleh guna kann.. Yelah, network pejabat takdelah selaju broadband ni. Suke I! Nasib baik la semalam pergi gak ke Centre tu. Kalau tak, entahkan tahun gajah ke,  tahun katak ayam ke tahun katak baru boleh guna agaknya! Rupanya masalah die simple je. Nak tau ape problem die? Aku cuma kena setting balik kat Network Configuration Setting tu, pastu create profile baru. Caiitt! Macam berat sangat sampai seminggu tak boleh guna! 

Minggu ni kat pejabat agak sibuk, sebab minggu depan audit nak datang. Sekali la dengan ISO tu. So, ada banyak kerja yang berkaitan dengan fail-fail yang perlu disemak. Huhuhu, sungguh leceh.. Yelah, fail daripada zaman tok Adam, zaman dinasor sume ada! Haih. Minggu ni cz ckp die nak gi JB, tinggalla aku Dayah berdua. Weh cz, kau tu kang dah pergi JB jangan lupe balik sini plak! Kita nk gi jalan kan wiken ni? Hehehehe...

Broadband, oh broadband!

After a long weekend, finally I'm able to do a little update.. Kinkin came by and slept at our place last Saturday. It seems like she's doing just fine there, going along with the practical and she said that she has lost 3kg back there. Hey, are you sure? You still look the same to me.. Hahahahaha..

This week is quite hectic! I'm so tired, plus sleepy but I can't sleep. Huhuhu.. I've got a load of work to be done, files that need to be update, and the best part is, I CAN'T CONNECT MY BROADBAND!!! It started since last Thursday. First, I thought it might have problem due to the weather because it was raining heavily on the day. So I just ignore it. But the problem continue as days go by until today! I've called the **L**M Careline, but they can't help much. I only able to connect via GPRS only. Tahun gajah ke tahun katak ke tahun naga agaknya baru siap load 1 page! They kept giving me the same answer,


"I'm sorry miss, but it seems like your place is having problem with 3G. Somehow, it is unstabile by now,"


"Miss, there might be too many broadband user at your place right now. So, thats why you can't connect using the 3G,"


"I'm sorry miss, but we are having trouble with the line right now. While we're trying to collect the data from all the customer, please be patient and use the GPRS instead,"


WTH????? So if there are too many user using the phone line, then that means I can't make a phone call? If there are too many user using the Yahoo!, then that means I can't check my mail? WTH???

Lucky me I can go online with office network! Maybe I can't download the latest Bleach episode, or download the latest mp3 but at least I can update here. I wonder how long this problem will last, so peeps! Don't ask me this question :

"Hey, kenapa malam tadi kau tak online?"

He'll Never Understand

Rite now, I just lurrrrrvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeee this one.. Cherry is the one who introduce me to this song. Thanks budak kecik! I've been listening into it for days and I still like it.. The reason why I like it? I don't really know. Maybe I just like it, or maybe it has something to do with my own life rite now. *okay, I admit that I'm having an internal conflict* But it doesn't really have to affect my routine everyday right? I just don't know. But I am not deciding anything yet. Just letting the time goes by, and the conflict will also fly away.. Haih, did I talk too much? Hehehe.. Here's the lyric for all to enjoy..

yao shuo she me
bei zi dou yi jing kong le
bi shang yan jing
xin li xia qi da xue
tian han you di dong
shi bu shi dao le
ai qing jie zhang de shi hou
zhi sheng xia ge zi mai dan de ji mo
wei she me dang wo tui kai men
ta men you lai la zhu wo

chorus
ta hai bu dong,hai shi bu dong
li kai shi xiang yao bei wan liu
ru guo kai kou na jiu shi
wo yao lai the wen rou
ta hai bu dong,yong yuan bu dong
yi ge yong bao neng dai ti suo you
ai jue dui neng dai ti suo dong yao wo

yao yong she me
rong hua zhe yi pian ji mo
zai si zhou de long keng qi lian tan xi
hua zhe yan piao zhou
guo qu zhong zhong
zai xin li gun cheng xue qiu
pa hai mei shuo hua lei jiu hui xian liu
ai bu shi ta gei de bu duo
shi bu zhi dao wo yao she me

chorus
ta hai bu dong,hai shi bu dong
li kai shi xiang yao bei wan liu
ru guo kai kou na jiu shi
wo yao lai the wen rou
ta hai bu dong,yong yuan bu dong
yi ge yong bao neng dai ti suo you
ai jue dui neng dai ti suo dong yao wo

dou shi bei le taiduo de xin yuan
liu xing cai hui die de na me zhong
ai tai xin ye you
zui hui de shi hou

chorus
ta hai bu dong,hai shi bu dong
li kai shi xiang yao bei wan liu
ru guo kai kou na jiu shi
wo yao lai the wen rou
ta hai bu dong,yong yuan bu dong
yi ge yong bao neng dai ti suo you
ai jue dui neng dai ti suo dong yao wo

zai di yi shi jian zhen jiu wo

p/s :: if you guys want this song translation in english, do let me know!