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Thursday, August 27, 2009

Thought That Count..

I'm very happy yesterday. Why? Because I've got something special from someone. It's a gift. A small gift maybe, but it means a lot to me. I don't really care what it is exactly in the box, it's the thought that count, right? Hehehehe.. Inside the box, there's a note. A note that I nearly missed it. My bad! This is what was written in the note. 

I promise you my heart,
I promise you my life,
I promise we'll never be apart,
I promise not to hurt you,
I promise to never make you cry, 
I promise to always trust you,
I promise not to lie,
I promise you forever,
I promise you tonight,
I promise you my respect,
I promise to do things right,
I promise to always be there,
I promise until the end,
I promise to be your best friend,
I promise this forever.
U're the PEANUT to my BUTTER,

U're the STAR of my BURST,
U're the POP of my TART,
U're the MILKY to my WAY,
U're the FRUIT to my LOOP,
U're the LUCKY to my CHARMS,
U're the ICE to my CREAM,
but mostly.....
U're the BEST to ME..



Isn't it sweet? I love it so much! H, thanks for the gifts, thanks for the poem, thanks for everything. You know I like it don't you?  




Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Hush Hush!!


Have you heard this new single of PCD? I just lurrvvveee this one.. It's just nice.. So, nothing much to say, enjoy it! 

p/s : I include this lyric for you all to sing along.. Hehehehe...

Hush Hush

I never needed you to be strong,
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,
I never needed pain,
I never needed strain,
My love for you was strong enough you should have known,
I never needed you for judgments,
I never needed you to question what I spend,
I never asked for help,
I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations,
There isn't anything for you to say,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So look at me, and listen to me..

(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

I never needed your corrections,
On everything, from how I act, to what I say,
I never needed words,
I never needed hurts,
I never needed you to be there every day,
I'm sorry for the way I let go,
Or everything I won't need when you came along,
But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated,
I know that next to you is not where I belong,

And it's a little late for explanations,
There isn't anything that you can do,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So you will listen when I say..

I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

No more words, no more lies, no more cryin',
Hmm Hmmmm
No more pain, no more hurt, no more tryin',
Ohh Ohh
Yeahhhhh!

(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

Yeahhhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby..

Friday, August 21, 2009

Selamat Datang Ramadhan


Ramadhan datang lagi! Hari ini aku balik Segamat, kot. Hahahaha.. Tiba-tiba macam tak berapa nak pasti pulak. Yelah, semalam masa Ibu call tanya pasal gula aku dah cakap yang aku nak balik hari ni. Takkan aku nak mengangkut gula sampai 6 bundle dengan bas? Gile ah! Hehehe.. Niat aku nak sahur kat rumah, plus Esya pun balik ari ni. Cz jangan tanya la.. Semalam lagi mak dia dah datang angkut dia dengan barang-barang dia balik Segamat. Kalau aku tak balik harini, maknanya aku kenala sahur sorang-sorang. Pergh, sedih gila bunyinya. Hahaha..

Minggu depan, last week aku praktikal sini. Perasaan aku? Seronokla! Sebab secara unofficialnya aku dah habis belajar. Mulalah fasa baru dalam kehidupan aku iaitu: Job Hunting. Perancangan aku? Dulu mula-mula aku ada merancang nak ke JB, dan lepak sana. Tiba-tiba ada perubahan rancangan pulak. Aku tak jadi pindah JB, dan aku stay + cari kerja sini. Kenapa? Hehehe.. Adelah.. *batuk batuk* So minggu depan pun last aku tinggal kat rumah sekarang ni. Aku nak pindah rumah baru sekali dengan Esya. Kepada sesiapa yang berkenaan *batuk batuk*, jangan lupe carikan I kotak ye. I nak angkat barang. Hehehehe..

Okeyla, aku nak ucapkan selamat menyambut ketibaan Ramadhan yang penuh berkat, penuh dugaan dan penuh perut. (eh?) Hahahaha.. Beringat-ingatlah bila nak berbuka ye. Jangan dok syok sangat beli juadah, sampai tak termakan. Selamat berpuasa!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Finally, It's A Weekend!

Last weekend we decided to go to Melaka for GI Joe. After a loonngggg days at office with load of works, it was really fun to have a nice and wonderful weekend, isn't? Since he's been busy for all of the days, he'd promise me to watch G.I Joe and here we come.. 

We left on 10 am because he still have to go to the office, and deliver something to his friend. We arrived at Mahkota Parade around 11 am, and straight forward to GSC, yeah! I think 11 am maybe a bit early because there's so not-too-many-people as we can see hanging at MP. I was expecting some crowd there but there's not much. Still on their bed maybe. Hehehe.. It's a weekend after all, what do ya expect?

So we went inside at 12 with a popcorn and mineral water. I tell you, the movie was really great! I was enjoying it till the end. It was full of action, and still got their funny part. I was wondering is there any possibility for this movie to have their sequel? If they are, then I'll look forward to watch it!! 

After done watching G.I Joe, we went for lunch at Newton. I was hoping to go to Eyes On Malaysia, but time flies too fast and before we knew it, it was already 5 o'clock.. What to do then? Maybe next time will do. If there's another next time. Huhuhu..

I was very happy spending my time with him. Went out with someone like him, I was like ........ You know, I can't describe what am I feeling being with him. It's a unexplained feelings and emotions. Even now, I was wondering.  This feelings, how long will it last?

H, thanks for always being there for me. You know that I really appreciate for everything you have done to me. Please, please don't hesitate to tell me if you can't wait for me any longer. I'll understand, and I'll have to let you go. 

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Blurry..


What would you do if --->

1. You had a bad breakup with your bf, and now he's begging you to be back just because he's irrationally ask for the breakup. 

2. You did give him chances to change for the sake of your relationship but he was being ignorant, and keep repeating the same mistakes.

3. He was saying "I've been thinking about it deeply and now I don't want you back," but later on, he said, "I can't keep lying to myself anymore. I love you, and I want you back,"

4. You are totally never-in-your-intention to be back with him, and yet, he said that to prove his sincerity, he will come to your parent's house with a rombongan merisik.

5. You already said for thousand of times that you can't accept him back after what has happened between you two, but he can't accept your decision and keep bothering you with lovey-dovey smses and so on. 

Friday, August 7, 2009

Thousand Of Thoughts..


I'm not fully recovered from previous injured, and yet someone was being there as my aid. Being understanding myself, I was somehow into him. He really know how to cool me down whenever I pissed off, just when I need someone to talk to, he is always there for me. I wonder if he's ever tired being with me.

H, if you are somehow reading this, I just want u to know that I really appreciate for what you have done just to make me feel happy, and make me feels so comfy talking to you. Give me some time to settle down, and I'll make sure that everything is clear by then.


When I was down,
He was there to get me on my feet,
When I was crying,
His shoulder is the best part for me to land my head,
When I was smiling,
He was the happiest person at the moment,
Should I try,
To make him smile for the rest of his life?





Monday, August 3, 2009

Bulan Baru, Mood Baru!!

Sekejap betul dah bulan 8 kan? Rasa macam baru je semalam aku ni mula praktikal. Tiba-tiba bulan ni last pulak praktikal kat sini. Dah rasa sayang pulak nak tinggalkan office ni nanti. Maklumla, semua orang kat sini pun baik-baik belaka. Kenapalah aku tak boleh terus masuk kerja kat sini? Ni nak kena mintak guna SPA la, ape la. Huhuhu... 

After all the things happens in July, I wanted to start this new month with something new. Rasa nak berubah angin pun ada ni. Hehehehe.. Sesekali berubah angin tak salah kan. Bak kata seseorang, untuk apa kita tunggu sesuatu yang belum tentu akan jadi milik kita? So, aku pun mengambil keputusan untuk go on dengan hidup aku. Menerima kehadiran orang baru dalam hidup, bersedia untuk memulakan hidup baru di tempat baru, belajar untuk menyesuaikan diri nanti. Haih, rasa macam berdebar-debar pulak bila cerita pasal ni.. 

Sekarang sedang menonton drama Zettai Kareshi, drama mengenai robot kekasih. Best drama ni. Tak dapat aku bayangkan kalau satu hari nanti wujud robot kekasih di mana kita boleh programkan untuk menjadi seperti kekasih idaman kita. Hahahaha... Kreatif betul orang Jepun ni. Macam-macam idea diorang nak cipta drama. Takdelah rasa bosan macam drama yang aku tonton selalu kat tv. Klise je memanjang..