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Friday, October 30, 2009

Sedikit ...



Baru balik dpd Kajang. Teman H pergi kursus. [Hakikatnya aku duduk diam2 je sepanjang hari. Malam baru keluar.] Tak kisahla tu. Masa dipenuhi dengan menonton tv, sesi bercakap sorang-sorang bersama tilam dan bantal, dan sesi berangan sepenuh masa sebab dah rasa nak muntah menghadap tv daripada pagi sampai petang.


Disebabkan H pon agak penat berkursus, kitorang pon xdelah jalan jauh sangat. Setakat pusing2 mall kat area yang berdekatan je. Pukul 11 dah balik, sebab dia dah mengantuk. Aku ni kemainla payah nak tidur. Ape je yang aku tak try untuk melelapkan mata? Kira kambing hitam, kambing putih, ayam, lembu semua ada. Tak jugak lelap2. Siap salah kira tapi mata tetap tak mahu pejam. Huh! Stress sungguh bila tak boleh tido ni. Ingat siang hari tu nak meronda sorang2 tapi tak jadi. Tau apa H pesan kat aku sebelum dia keluar gi kursus? "Yang, u nak jalan sepah2 nanti tengok2 dulu tau. Jangan jalan kalau public tak ramai. Yelah, kalau u tak cantik pon orang kalau nak culik boleh je. Diorang bukan kisah cantik ke tak cantik," Sedang cakap I tak cantik ke?? Fine. Fine. I duduk jelah diam2. Cakap jela tak bagi I jalan sorang2. Huh!


Pagi tadi baru siap packing barang untuk pindah. Takdelah 100% siap kan, 90% je. Tinggal barang remeh-temeh je ni. Lepas ni aku akan ke Seremban untuk amik kursus jangka pendek selama 6 bulan. Tinggallah kasih, tinggallah sayang, I pergi tak lama okeh! :D So, sape-sape yang nak ajak I melepak, jemput2la datang Seremban. Hehehehe..


Macam risau plak nak pergi tempat baru ni. Maklumla, jauh dengan parent, jauh dengan H, jauh dengan kawan-kawan, ish, jauh dengan sumelah senang cite. Padahal kata mak aku, "Ape yang jauhnye? Padahal Seremban lagi dekat dengan Segamat berbanding Kota Tinggi, (sebab adik aku kat Kota Tinggi amik Nursing) ke sebab jauh nak balik Muar?" Dem! Mak aku ni pandai je men tembak2. Yelah, tapi Kota Tinggi tu bunyi Johor lagi kan? Seremban kan dah bunyi Negeri Sembilan. Huhuhu.. Takpe Maul, bear with it. 6 bulan je kan? Tak lama. Sesekali bolehla balik jumpa yang tersayang family. :D



Saturday, October 24, 2009

Aku Kan Terus Pergi.

Jika aku pergi,
Jangan ditangisi pemergian ku dengan airmata kesedihan,
Aku tak ingin pergi membawa hati yang penuh duka,
Meninggalkan daerah ini,
Sahabat-sahabat ini,
Teman teristimewa ini, 
Aku tak ingin pergi meninggalkan luka,
Yang berbekas di hati,
Mahupun yang ternampak di jiwa.

Aku harapkan kalian mengerti,
Bukan aku terus menghilang membawa diri,
Cuma ingin mencari secebis ilmu di kota nanti,
Untuk bekalan satu hari yang tak pasti. 


Thursday, October 15, 2009

Bored...

Bored, and this is the result.. Hehehe.. Thanks to Syud.


1. What time did you get up this morning?
6:45 am, pastu tdo balik..lalalalala..

2. How do you like your steak?
With black pepper please..

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
The Ugly Truth; with Kinkin, and ter'fall' kat Gerard Butler.. :P

4. What is your favorite TV show?
Supernatural, CSI:Miami, House, bla..bla..bla..

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
Japan, I'd love to see cherry blossom.. :)

6. What did you have for breakfast?
I'm fasting today, so no breakfast.. :P

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
I love soup, so it's chicken soup, mihun soup, tomyam, hehehehe...

8. What foods do you dislike?
Bean sprout!! Tak kisahla goreng, or rebus, or celur, or whatever.. Huhuhu..

9. Favorite Place to Eat!
It doesn't matter where as long as the food is great..

 
10. Favorite dressing?
Long sleeve shirt and jeans, but now I love wearing dress, a cute dress.. Hehehe.. 

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
I don't drive, but I ride.. Live to ride, yeahh!!! Oh, I own a Wave.. :P 

12. What are your favorite clothes?
Rite now? Hmm, my grey cardigan and brown dress..

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
Japan! 

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
Hoh, apekah? 

15. Where would you want to retire?
Hmm, haven't decided yet.. :P 

16. Favorite time of day?
Night.. I love to see stars and feels the breeze..

17. Where were you born?
Segamat, Johor 

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
Hockey, EPL (sometimes), 

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
Who knows? 

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
Kinkinn!!!! :)) 

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
I wonder who.. 

22. Bird watcher?
Depends.. 

23. Are you a morning person or a night person
Could be both.. :P 

24. Do you have any pets?
Nope.

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
I'm planning to go visiting my old buddy.. Yeahh~!! 

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
A reporter.. :P 

27. What is your favorite childhood memory?
Get on a flight.. :))

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
Cat!

29. Are you married?
At the moment, nope.. But looking forward into it.. :P 

30. Always wear your seat belt?
Sumtimes.. 

31. Been in a car accident?
Nope

32. Any pet peeves?
Nope. 

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
Rarely eat pizza.  

34. Favorite Flower?
I'm not sure..

35. Favorite ice cream?
Rarely eat ice cream..

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
KFC..

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
Once.. :P

38. From whom did you get your last email?
My abang angkat..  

39. Which stores would you choose to max out your credit card?
Don't have any credit card..

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
 Nope. Just not yet.. 

41. Like your job?
Saya menanam anggur sekarang.. Silelah datang dan menikmati anggur tanaman saya ini.. :))  

42. Broccoli?
No no no..

43. What was your favorite vacation?
Forgotten.. Huhuhu..  

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
H. 

45. What are you listening to right now?
Evanescence - My Immortal. 

46. What is your favorite color?
Purple, black, white, brown, 

47. How many tattoos do you have?
Don't have and will never have.. 

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
Whoever reading this, u are tagged!! Oh, specially to Kinkin, Rere, CZ, Anom, :)) 

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
12:42 am.

50. Coffee Drinker?
Not really..

Wednesday, October 7, 2009



What would you do if your own blood doesn't trust you anymore? Would you rebel against them? Would you act exactly as they want you to act? Would you let things goes wrong, living your day as usual and hold the pain inside you ALONE? Or would you like to runaway? But you know yourself that running won't solve the problem. 


Friend, if somehow you are reading this, I'm trying my best to be by your side and be your shoulder for you to cry. Maybe I couldn't do nothing other than listening, but you know that I'll support you in whatever decision you make. If you feels like talking, or crying or even shouting expressing your feelings, you know exactly where would I be..