JUST ME, MYSELF & I.

Dragon 2012.

2012-01-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Tahun Baru. Ye, macam dah lewat 29 hari kan? Hahahaha.. Kebizian yang melanda menyebabkan aku cam terlupa nak meluangkan masa kat sini. Well, cuti sekolah last December + Christmas + New Year adelah back-to-back busy. Tema hari-hari adelah bangun pergi kerja, balik kerja, online sejam dua, pastu tido, then bangun, pergi keja and the routine are all the same.. Takde banyak sangat masa untuk spend ke tempat lain. Abes kuat pun family aku datang PD last month. But then they all off to Langkawi for vacation. Dan tinggal aku sorang kat sini. Dem!

Tahun ni tahun aku.. It's a Dragon. A water dragon to be precise. I've always love anything about dragon because I think it was full of mystery.. But I don't think this is my year. I've started the New Year celebration with a tears, and alone. No company, no one beside me. Kebetulan yang tak disengajakan, rahsia yang tersingkap, kebenaran yang menyakitkan, semuanya datang satu demi satu. Sampai aku tertanya-tanya sendiri. Adakah ini ujian atau petanda? Memang tak disangka - sangka the secret was reveal in unexpected way. Well, the damage is done. Sedih, marah, kecewa dan emosi memang membuatkan kita sakit. Dan aku tak nafikan aku mendapat impak yang besar disebabkan menda tu. Naga air kan? Nice.

Untuk seseorang, tahniah atas berita yang awak bagitau saya haritu. [You know who you are.] Saya tumpang gembira mendengarnya. Walaupun saya sedih kerana akan kehilangan awak, tapi saya akan sentiasa mendoakan kebahagiaan yang berpanjangan untuk awak. You are the best thing ever happen in my life, and I will always cherish memories between us. "Sometimes it lasts in love, sometimes it hurts instead - Adele."

ADELE - CHASING PAVEMENTS

2011-12-07T01:36:00.000+08:00

Sangat suka Adele lately.. Her voice is different.. I love most of her song and here is one of my favorite.. Enjoy~

I've made up my mind,

Don't need to think it over

If I'm wrong, I am right

Don't need to look no further,

This ain't lust

I know this is love

But, if I tell the world

I'll never say enough

'cause it was not said to you

And that's exactly what I need to do

If I end up with you

[Chorus]

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up

And fly around in circles

Waitin' as my heart drops

And my back begins to tingle

Finally, could this be it

[Chorus]

Or should I give up

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there

Should I give up

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place should I leave it there

Should I give up

Or should I just keep on chasin' pavements

Should I just keep no chasin' pavements

Ohh oh

[Chorus x2]

CRY ME A RIVER.

2011-11-23T02:19:00.001+08:00

People used to say that whenever you're crying, you'll feels better. Is it? I don't know bout others but for me, it works sometimes only.

Actually what is the main reason women cry? Being one, I've figured that we have so many feelings which is hard to say so we express it by tears. There are tears of joy, tears of sad, tears of pain and who knows? Many more. When we're happy, we cry a tears of joy. When we're touched by your kind gestures, we cry also. When we're get angry, upset, hurt, tears are always been the company.

I'm not a crybaby but I'll cry when I cannot take it anymore. Perasaan marah, geram, sakit hati tahap karma selalunya buat aku jadi camtu. Nak cakap pun dah tak terkeluar, tau-tau dah mencurah-curah je air mata. Hahaha.. But after a short while, it will stop. Kadang - kadang, continuously sampai a few hours. So what? Perempuan memang penuh dengan ekspresi dan emosi kan.

Someone pernah cakap dulu yang aku perlu belajar untuk speak out apa yang aku rasa. Of course, they was talking bout my feelings. Katanya, aku selalu keep everything inside and it is not good. Heh, since when aku mesti open up for everything? Saya bukan jenis yang suka "Ekspresi Diriku". Kalau aku rasa boleh share, then I'll speak up. If else, silence is the best. After all, bukan semua orang boleh faham apa yang kita rasa kan?

Apasal la tetiba aku open book pasal crying emotion whatever nih? Entahla. No specific reason kot. Maybe sebab baru - baru ni ada unexpected things happen kot. No offence kay, this is not about you. It's just me.

MAJLIS SANA DAN SINI.

2011-11-16T18:09:00.002+08:00

Next week da start cuti sekolah.. Yeay! *Untuk mereka yang sekolah* Untuk yang keje hotel macam aku ni? Preparation for busy time during school holiday la.. Yang paling xbest dah tentunya xdapat cuti. Jangan mimpila nak dapat cuti saje-saje. Apa? Family ajak gi LANGKAWI? Hah? BFF ajak gi SINGAPORE? Oh em jie, kawan saya kawen juge? Geget jarila jawabnya..

Dormate + classmate aku sorang lagi bakal mengikat tali pertunangan Ahad ni. Anom, seriously I'm very happy for you dear. Kinkin dah lepas. Insyaallah walimah dalam masa yang terdekat.. Cz? Err.. Kata Anom dia tunggu Datuk. Hahaha.. Tataula pulak datuk mana satu.. Datuk kepada cucu-cucunya kah?

Dengar diorang bercerita pasal hantaran, kenduri, tetamu whatever memang seronok. Sungguh aku rasa terkilan sebab tak dapat join. But what to do? Tapi ramai betul kawan aku buat majlis hujung tahun ni. Jealous plak bila dengar diorang nak kahwin. Hahaha.. Pastu soalan tak boleh blah;

"Kitorang ni dah tengah kira hari ni, kau bila lagi nak kawen?"

Errrkk.. Adakah itu sejenis soalan yang aku kena jawab? Tak nak jawab boleh? Biasanya aku akan jawab dengan soalan lain,

"Hey, tema nanti kaler ape?"

atau

"Weh, aku rasa macam aku nak gi toilet la, mana toilet rumah kau?"

Dan lari tanpa tengok reaction mereka. Hahaha..

Siapa cakap aku tak nak kawen? By the way, ada ke manusia NORMAL yang tak nak kahwin? Tell me. Kalau ada pun agaknya orang tu sakit kot. Budak tadika sekarang pon dah pandai cakap pasal kahwin tau. Lagi kan pulak orang dah lah lama tinggal sekolah tadika. Hahaha..

Kalau diberi pilihan, of course aku tak tolak. Berchenta lama-lama pun kalau takde hala tuju what for? Tak kan nak timbun dosa kering hari-hari kan? Tapi itulah, nak tunggu yang betul-betul boleh pikul tanggungjawab, boleh jadi ketua family, mana ada tepi-tepi jalan. Hahahaha.. Jangan mimpilah nak cari suami sehebat nabi kalau diri sendiri pon tak berapa nak betul kan?

So many things come in one shot really pissed me off. I want to share, but I don't think people will understand it. From the outside, people see me as a normal person. But who's know deep inside I'm struggling? I don't know if I make a correct decision, or meet a right person. Duh, headache!

Okay, enough ramblings.

Iitadakimasu!!

2011-10-21T19:30:00.000+08:00

Last time diorang pergi makan aku mesti takde. Either aku keje petang, atau aku ada hal lain.. Kali ni, tak tunggu lama terus on je lepas orang ajak. :P

Beliau di atas adalah Cik Bos. Hehe..

My favourite all the time; Meatball Bolognese!!

Mushroom soup & Do do do the dew~

Kak Faridah dan Chocolate Float nye;

Aku dan err..meatball? :P

Dia cakap Smoked BBQ Chicken Wing,

tapi wing dia aku rasa dah terbang.. Hahahaha..

Chicken Hawaiian Pizza;

Sama seperti di atas..

Untuk orang yang bermurah hati membelanje,

honto ni arigatou gozaimasu..

Next time mana plak?

To be advised. ;)

UNUSUALLY EMO.

2011-10-19T03:53:00.000+08:00

Sejak akhir-akhir ni, rasa macam banyak sangat perkara yang melibatkan emosi jadi kat aku. Ajak member teman makan dia decline rasa macam nak pindah rumah, skandal busy tak nak reply mesej aku terus delete nombor beliau, bff mintak peti ais plasmaclusterhanyadarisharp aku rasa macam nak siku, Mujur belum ada bf, kot tak, pening dia nak layan emosi ai ni.. Things not going smoothly as they always did. Bleach manga takde update pun dah buat aku rasa macam nak pulang balik broadband! Oke, itu adalah exaggerated. Adakah aku dah mempunyai simptom mid-life crisis? Weh,baru 23 mid-life mende..

Tengok sekarang member-member menyusun kad jemputan kahwin, rasa macam sedikit cemburu. Kalau tak salah aku, bulan Disember ni je ada dua orang kawan aku yang bakal naik pelamin. Sorang lagi nak bertunang. Harapan nak attend wedding bagai tu? Tak payahla simpan. Confirm dah tak boleh cuti. Sorang kawen kat Kuala Kangsar, then sorang lagi kat Muar, pastu member yang nak tunang tu lak kat Batu Pahat. Aku? Kat Port Dickson. Camano? Tarikh pun dekat-dekat lak tu.

Aku tumpang bahagia untuk kawan-kawan yang bakal naik pelamin, dan yang bakal ada tunang. Saya sangat jealous oke. But I'm very happy for them. Guess it's not my time yet huh? Hahaha.. Apasal rambling tak masal nih asmaul? Tu la, kan dah cakap tadi, being unusually emo. Enough said.

THE SCRIPT - THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED

2011-10-17T02:26:00.000+08:00

Somehow this band are really caught my eyes on them..

Just loved this one very much!

Enjoy.. :)

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand,
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am? "

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand,
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be,
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street,
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving..

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here,"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go..

[Chorus:]
'Cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street,
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving..

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl,
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world..

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved,
Maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner,
'Cause you'll know it's just for you,
I'm the man who can't be moved,

[Chorus 2x]

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move..

Back To Basic.

2011-10-14T12:18:00.004+08:00

Lama tak jenguk-kat sini.. Almost one year.. Since I've started living in Port Dickson, masa nak online almost zero. Nil. Yela, kemudahan takde kot. Laptop dah jadi hak milik bersama kat Segamat, broadband dah tukar milikan, tinggal apa? Nasib baik E72 boleh pakai free wifi.. Hahahaha... Kesian.

Masuk October ni, dah setahun setengah aku berstatus penduduk tetap kat Port Dickson. Macam-macam dah jadi kan dalam masa setahun ni.. Since I'm someone else's gf turn to single, daripada training sekarang dah permanent kat Avillion Port Dickson, dulu takde kenderaan sekarang dah bawak *Ombak, (lagi panjang langkah), hehehe.. Rasa macam nk tukar angin plak ek? But actually I'm doing fine here.

WHICH ONE IS BETTER?

2011-01-06T16:05:00.003+08:00

Zaman belajar dah lama berlalu, dan sekarang mula memasuki alam yang lebih mencabar. ZAMAN PEKERJAAN. Ramai orang bertanya, "Nak kerja kerajaan ke atau swasta?" It makes me think, whats the difference? As long as I work, and I've gain a halal income. Should it be a big problem then?

Kerja mana-mana pon sama. But sometimes I don't understand why there's a people still having issue regarding this. Let's say macam aku yang baru mula bekerja, di sektor perhotelan. I'm enjoying my works. Walaupun stress bila busy, cuti sekolah, kawan tunang tak leh pergi. Tapi so far aku enjoy kerja aku. Aku belajar banyak benda bila berhadapan dengan guest hotel. It's a new experience, dan aku juga tak lari daripada buat kesilapan, kan? It's part of learning tough. It's not like I don't want to find other job, tapi untuk cari pengalaman aku rasa tak salah untuk aku stay. Aku tak nafikan masih ada orang yang pandang serong bila tau aku kerja dalam bidang perhotelan. Kenapa? Sebab hotel tempat orang buat maksiat ke? Sebab hotel ada serve arak? Non-halal food? Camtu? Narrow minded betul.

Kalau camtu aku pon boleh cakap, kerja kerajaan pon bukan bersih sangat. Claim OT tapi curi tulang, rasuah berleluasa. Sogok sana sogok sini. Pecah amanah. So itu kategori apa pulak? Kerja yang mulia? Pada aku kerja mana-mana pon sama. Janji kita ikhlas dalam kerja, dan amanah pada tanggungjawab yang diberikan. Tak gitu? Aku pun tak pandai agama nak cakap pasal sumber halal haram semua. Aku percaya rezeki Tuhan janjkan pada manusia. Selagi kita berusaha, hasilnya pasti ada. Kan? Tak kisahla kerja swasta atau kerja kerajaan. Lagipun, zaman sekarang bukan cam zaman dulu-dulu yang orang dok pandang tinggi kat keje 'gomen'. Bak kata mak aku pon, "Nak cari husband, biarla ekonominya kukuh. Tak kisahla kerja kerajaan ke swasta ke. Baik budi pekerti dan elok agamanya, cukuplah tu." Hahahaha... Saya sayang mak saya! (eh?)

Untuk di luar sana yang mungkin ada dilema seperti ni, usah takut. Kerjalah selagi ianya halal. Tawaran yang lebih baik mungkin menanti di kala anda masih mencari. Usaha dan tawakal itu penting. Eceh, pandainya aku cakap. Padahal diri sendiri masih terkontang-kanting. Hahaha..

BALIK KAMPUNG.

2010-11-11T21:52:00.008+08:00

Perancangan nak balik kampung dengan aman tetiba jadi macam huru-hara..Elok-elok planning nak keluar sharp pukul 3 petang, jadi pukul 3:30 petang. Sampai rumah, packing a few things, bla bla bla dah pukul 4:00. Then, grab handbag and went out through the door dengan jayanya. Sampai bustand PD, nak call member tanya dia kat mana. So, bukak handbag dan cari handphone.

'Ish, banyak sangat mende aku campak dalam ni. Mana dia?'

'Rasa macam unusually ringan plak handbag ni, kenapa ek?'

Untuk melegakan perasaan yang macam dah cuak campur + tak-tau-ape-nak-describe, aku duduk dan cari dengan mata berbanding tadi yang main raba je.

1 kali cari, takde.

2 kali tengok, takde.

3 kali selongkar, confirm TAKDE!

OMG! Sedang tertinggal handphone kat rumah? Tengok jam, dah pukul 4:30 ptg. Bas daripada Seremban ke Segamat pukul 6:30 ptg. Nak patah balik, macam tak sempat. Tak berani nak amek risiko. Karang buatnya terlepas bas ke Segamat, tak pasal-pasal aku kena naik train pukul 12:30 pagi. Tak sanggup aku wehhh..

Since bas ke Seremban dah nak jalan, selamat tinggal handphone. I'm gonna miss you. Dem! Aku pon xperasan camana boleh tertinggal. Ish, tak pernah-pernah tertinggal handphone.

Sekarang, berada di Segamat sehingga Ahad tanpa handphone. Yang kelakarnya tu, handsfree dgn charger siap dah dalam beg. Handphone lak tertinggal. Haih. So, buat kawan-kawan, sila hubungi saya di nombor mak saya ye.

Untuk Semua Yang Dirindui..

2010-08-17T21:56:00.004+08:00

Hai hai hai semua orang... ( Ade lagi ke yang dok jenguk belog nih?)

Rasa macam dah lama gile tak taip ape2 kat sini.. Aku rindu nak belayar di dunia maya tapi apakan daya.. Sejak-sejak duduk Port Dickson ni, hubungan dengan dunia maya macam dah tinggal nyawa-nyawa ikan. Sedih kan? Aku lagi sedih. Modem kat Kota Tinggi, Lappy kat Segamat, BFF kt Segamat & JB, BF kt Muar. Tinggal JJK je teman aku kat sini.. Nasib baik ada JJK. Time kaseh kat abah yang sanggup hantar dengan Hilux itu hari. I love you Abah. Hehehe..

So aku cite yang mane sempat jela eh.. Bila dah berkecimpung dalam bidang perhotelan ni biasalah.. Masalah no 1 adalah CUTI. Aku cuma berdoa semoga tahun ni aku dapat beraya kat Segamat. Dah dekat 3 bulan tak balik kampung. I miss my family and my hometown.. Tambah-tambah ni bila dah mula puasa. Seriously hampir setiap petang sebelum atau selepas buka aku mesti tepon ibu atau abah.. Haih.. Sedihnya rasa hati ni..

Untuk kawan-kawan yang merindui, aku masih lagi ada di sini.. Tapi xde mase la nak ke CC.. Kalau ada apa-apa, sila contact di no handphone..

Untuk kawan-kawan di dunia siber, terima kasih kerana masih berkunjung. (ade ke lagi?) I bz tapi I nak cakap jugak yg I miss you all..

Akhir kata, Selamat Berpuasa dan Selamat Menambah Amal..

MENYAMPAH KE JEALOUS?

2010-04-16T17:53:00.002+08:00

Perempuan tu memang tak dinafikan ada rupa, tapi rupa cantik perangai cam *&^%$ buat apa betul tak? Bila baca pos kinkin pasal hubungan terlarang ni, tiba-tiba rasa macam nak post belog juge.

Let's name her Z. Aku tak taula kalau semua perangai perempuan cantik ni same ke tak. Kat tempat kerja aku, ada macam-macam jenis lelaki. Yang kahwin muda, yang dah tua, yang bini pon keje satu bumbung, semua ada. Aku pendekkan cerita, sebab si Z ni cantik, maka ramaila jantan-jantan atau lelaki-lelaki yang nak dekat dengan dia. Yang aku tak boleh belah tu, semua yang mengendeng-ngendeng tu dah kahwin. Plus wife diorang yang cantik tu pun kerja kat satu tempat yang sama. Cuma lain department je. Kitorang ada nasihat kat si Z ni janganla dok melayan, susah kalau jadi ape-ape nanti, but still nothing happened. Bayangkanlah kalau bini-bini diorang datang menyerang?

Kita ada pilihan untuk ignore segala message dan call daripada lelaki-lelaki macam tu, betul tak? Kau dah tau apa kemungkinan dan keburukan yang bakal kau dapat kalau kau berterusan melayan diorang. Then kenapa masih teruskan? Aku nak tanya korang, hebat sangat ke kalau kawan dengan suami orang? Bapak orang? Kalau bf kau mengusyar perempuan lain, kau reti pulak nak melenting memaki hamun segala.. Tapi kau buat boleh? Sebab kau cantik, maka kau rasa kau patut layan selagi market masih tinggi? Bila kau ada masalah kat tempat kerja, tak dapat datang kerja, mengadu kat laki orang supaya kau boleh terlepas daripada tindakan tatatertib? Eh, bukan sorang jela yang supervise kau kat situ. Kalau laki orang tu lepaskan salah kau, orang lain mungkin takkan tutup mata. Apa, kau igt kau cantik kau boleh amik kesempatan ke atas semua orang ke? Bila orang tegur, nasihat untuk kebaikan kau, kau buat muka, tak bertegur segala? Ish, xpaham aku orang macamni.

Aku tak peduli kalau korang nak cakap aku jealous sebab aku tak cantik macam dia, atau tak dapat perhatian banyak macam dia. Aku tak peduli. Sebab aku menyampah tengok attitude orang macam dia. Tak kuasa aku nak jealous segala bagai. Aku bersyukur atas apa yang aku ada dan aku tak perlu nak cemburu atas sebab dia lagi cantik. Yang aku kesalkan ialah attitude dia. Aku sendiri ada kawan-kawan yang cantik rupa, tapi diorang takde pulak perangai seburuk si Z ni.

Ok, post ni macam agak emo tapi lantaklah. Kalau rasa baca dan menyampah, anda boleh klik button pangkah kt atas tu. Sebab aku memang tengah emo sekarang. Atas sebab dasar menegur, korang nak mengisland kan aku. Tapi xpe, aku tak kesah pon. Sebab aku masih boleh hidup walaupun sendiri. Apa nak heran? Esok-esok kau mati dalam kubur pun sorang gak kan? Plus, bukan korang yang bagi aku duit untuk hidup tiap-tiap bulan. Esok-esok korang susah pun muka siapa yang korang cari? Lu pikir la sendiri beb!

I.M.I.S.S.E.D.Y.O.U.

2010-04-06T16:36:00.002+08:00

1. Saya rindukan broadband saya.
2. Saya rindukan masa berbelog.
3. Saya rindukan zaman sekolah saya.
4. Saya rindukan BFF saya.
5. Saya rindukan DIA.
6. Saya rindukan kampung halaman.
7. Saya rindukan family saya juga.

Off Day.

2010-02-26T14:04:00.004+08:00

Ok, aku dah lama menghilangkan diri daripada dunia maya.. So, ni aku nak bagitau serba sedikit update diri sendiri..

Sekarang macam dah tak tinggal kat Seremban. 22 Februari haritu adalah tarikh aku mula praktikal kat Avillion Port Dickson. Kira sekarang ni aku dah jadi orang PD la pulak kan. Dok kat PD ni memang macam best. Ada pantai, ombak, laut, banana boat, tapi yang tak best nya tu, LINE CELCOM 3G TAKDE OK KAT SINI! Atau dalam bahasa lainnya, AKU TAK BOLEH PAKAI BROADBAND AKU!!! Padahal xdelah ceruk mana pon aku tinggal. Kat PD Perdana Condo Resort je. Situ pon xde line ke? Sakit hati betul. Sudahnya terpaksalah menaiki teksi lalu menuju ke cc. Sedih kan? Kerja hari2 8 jam dan mengikut shift. Kalau nasib baik, dapatla shift 9-5. Kalau xbape baik, dapatla shift 7-3. Kalau lagi xbest, dapatla shift 3-11 mlm. Mujurnya harini aku off. So, dapatla sambut birthday sendiri. Hehehe.

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI LAHIR YANG KE 22 BUAT DIRI SENDIRI.

Act nak upload sekali gambar kek yang housemate aku beli utk sambut besday aku, tapi tibe2 macam lupe plak nk kuarkan daripada handphone. Gambar ni hiasan semata-mata tau.. Ini kan kat cc.. Mane datang ade kabel lak nak cucuk. So kawan-kawan, mintak maafla tak dapat nak membelog sekerap dulu.. ~~Pasni jadi sekerapla belog aku nih.~~ Hahaha..

p/s : utk H, jgn lupe jnji u nk dtg Mac nt ok.. i'll be waiting.. :)

Perempuan Cantik.

2010-02-09T18:15:00.004+08:00

Suka tengok perempuan cantik? Jika korang lelaki, maka korang memang normal. Tapi kalau korang perempuan....err...normal jugak kot? Lumrah manusia memang sukakan kecantikan, am I right? Hehehe..

"Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder."

Biasa dengar term ni? Atau dalam bahasa mudahnya, "Kecantikan itu ~~adalah hak milik setiap insan~~ terletak pada mata orang yang memandangnya," Sebagai contoh, si A mungkin kata Britney Spears tu cantik. Pastu si B pulak bangkang. Katanya Christina Aguilera lagi cantik daripada Britney Spears. Semua orang punya pendapat yang berbeza dalam soal kecantikan.

TAPI....

Apa agaknya pendapat korang kalau jumpa :

Perempuan cantik, tapi takde attitude.
Perempuan cantik, tapi mulut macam longkang.
Perempuan cantik, tapi suka amik kesempatan.

Adakah korang akan still label dia sebagai perempuan cantik? Atau persepsi korang dah berubah? Meh kita tengok contoh :

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SITUASI 1.

Si C : Ish, mana agaknya Z ni tak sampai-sampai lagi? Janji pukul 11 pagi, sekarang dah nak pukul 1 tengahari.
Si D : Itulah, kerja banyak lagi belum siap ni. Lambat betul minah ni.

Tak lama kemudian, Z datang.

Si Z : Sorry girls, I lambat tadi. Well, you know me. It took me nearly 25 minutes to put on my lens and my fake eyelashes.

*Padahal sebenarnya nak handing over grouping assignment je. Bukan nak pergi ~~memburu lelaki~~ shopping. And to make it worse, it might be like this,*

Si Z : Eh, you all nak template haritu ke? Oh my, I belum siap lagi la. I'm sorry occay? I'll give it to you next time la.

Si C & D : $%^#&*dghj%

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SITUASI 2.

Korang tengah tunggu bas. Ada ramai orang yang tunggu bas sekali dengan korang. Tak lama lepas tu, bas pun sampai. Biasalah naik bas kan, bertolak-tolak, berhimpit-himpit segala. Masa tu lah korang ternampak ada seorang brader ni, terlanggar bahu seorang perempuan depan korang. Bila perempuan tu toleh ke belakang, korang pun sempat puji dalam hati, "Cantikla perempuan ni," Brader tu pun cepat-cepat mintak maaf. Sebab dia tak sengaja. Tapi, tiba-tiba perempuan tu tarik muka masam, dan memaki hamun brader yang tak bersalah tu. Keluarlah segala carutan dan makian yang berbagai, sampai korang rasa nak backup je brader tu. Kesian betul tengok muka brader tu dah merah sebab malu kena maki kat public.

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SITUASI 3.

L ni cantik orangnya. Semua orang tau yang dia ni begitu bangga dengan kecantikan yang dia miliki. L ada boyfriend, M nama dia. M ni, korang tau memang sayang habis dengan si L ni. Yelah, awek cantik kan. Siapa yang tak sayang? Apa yang L nak, semua dia bagi. Dalam masa yang sama, L rapat dengan seorang pegawai atasan tempat dia belajar. En Q ni tau yang L ni ada bf, tapi dia tetap tega mengajak L dinner, lunch, supper, pergi tengok wayang etc. Yang L ni pun layankan je. Dia tak pernah tolak ajakan En Q, tapi dia tau yang M sebenarnya cemburu dengan tindakan dia tu, tapi dia buat dek je. Punyalah En Q ni tangkap cintan sama itu L, sampaikan L gi kelas dia jemput, assignment jangan cakapla, full marks sentiasa. Padahal korang tau assignment L tu standard tangkap muat je. Korang berhempas pulas study nak exam, dia relax je. Tapi bila result keluar, lebih kurang sama je keputusan dia dengan korang yang tak cukup tidur nak study. Lagi korang panas bila dia bakar line, "Alalala, kesian ek korang penat je study. Tengok macam aku, tak study pon boleh dapat result best," dan senyum sinis.

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Apa agaknya persepsi korang lepas tu?

Tag dari Syud!!

2010-02-02T20:57:00.006+08:00

Sudah sekian lama hiatus lalu I'm back!!!! Hehehe.. Tiba-tiba macam agak sibuk seminggu dua ni. Plus ada masalah sikit dengan laptop ni, tak sempat2 nak update.. Disebabkan Syud da mengetag diri ini, sebagai blogger yang prihatin maka mari kita buat tag.. Yeay! (eh?)

Ini adalah peraturannya.. Dah kena tag? Maka sila tulis 25 FAKTA / INFO tentang diri sendiri. Kemudian, tag kawan-kawan kamu seramai 10 orang untuk buat menda yang sama.

Nickname aszni asalnya adalah gabungan nama aku sendiri. Yelah, nama aku kan panjang berjela. Err, Asmaul husNi. Z tu cume additional je. Somehow Z tu nampak macam kool.
I think I love purple. Tapi masalahnya sekarang, banyak barang2 aku yang berwarna coklat berbanding purple.. Camana? Tak perasan bila masa ada banyak benda yang berwarne coklat.
I'm a left-handed person. Selalu orang left-handed ni dikaitkan dengan pemikiran yang kreatif dan juga bakat melukis. But believe me, I can't do either. *sigh* Pegang sudu pun kat tangan kiri tau?
Suka air. Tak kisahla air kolam ke, tasik ke, sungai ke, laut ke. Pantang nampak air rasa nak terjun masa tu jugak! Masa kecik2 dulu abah rajin bawak aku dengan adik aku gi Teluk Batik teman dia jogging. Macam biasalah, abah jogging, aku dengan adik aku berendam dengan air laut daripada pukul 7 pagi, sampai pukul 10 pagi.
Walaupun macam tu, aku tak pandai pon berenang. Ye, anak seorang tentera laut tak pandai berenang? Tapi aku boleh float and hold my breath underwater dgn jayanya. So, itu dikira satu pencapaian la kan? Hehehehe..
Suka aktiviti outdoors. Pernah buat ~~firefox~~ flyingfox, retailing, abseiling, paintball, berakit, kayak, and I'm dying to try scuba diving and snorkeling. Sekarang ni aku dengar ada orang tu nak try go kart. Tu pon cambest gak. Hehehe..
Perempuan selalu dikaitkan dengan coklat, ice-cream, sweets, candy, whatsoever. But I'm not into those things. Bukanla kata benci, cuma tak selalu makan je. Dulu pernah dapat Cadbury yang paling besar masa kat Teknik. Huh, seminggu makan tak habis-habis. Cuba try bagi kat dia ni, atau dia ni. Sekejap je dah abes.
Aku suka membaca. Majalah, novel, cerpen, dan lain-lain yang sewaktu dengannya. Sekarang tengah ralit mengumpul novel grafik.Tapi pon dah lame xde collection yang baru.. Huhu..
Suka sangat tengok anime Bleach, which is my favourite now. Bercita-cita nak tengok One Piece, tapi tak sanggup nak start daripada Eps 1 sebab sekarang kalau tak silap dah sampai Eps 300++..
Suka tengok JDorama. Tak minat sangat KDorama. Kenapa? Sebab rasanya Korean macam susah nak imitate berbanding Japanese. Hehehe..
Ada parut berbentuk Nike kat bawah kening sebelah kanan. Kesan daripada cakaran kucing. Dulu suka sangat kat kucing. Pantang nampak kucing, puasla dok mengejar kucing tu sebab nak pegang. Bila dah dapat pegang, kucing tu meronta-ronta dan....! Inilah hasilnya. :P
Sangat suka muzik. Frankly speaking, lebih banyak mendengar English song rather than Malay song. Sebab? Xde sebab. So, kalau travel ke mana-mana, EARPIECE adalah sangat disayangi-lalu-dibawa-kemana-saja.
Suka berjalan, dan sebab bila berjalan macam dapat release sedikit tension.
Tak suka menunggu. Tapi lebih baik menunggu daripada ditunggu kan? Walau macamana pon, tetap tak suka menunggu. Lebih-lebih lagi jika yang ditunggu itu sedang MELECEH! Ergghh!!
Tak suka serangga. Lebih-lebih lagi yang bersayap dan boleh terbang. Sanggup tak masuk dalam bilik kalau ternampak lipas. Ada pengalaman pahit dengan para serangga. Ouh, also dengan katak. Rumah lama dulu ada banyak katak, so memang menjerit-jeritlah mintak housemate yang baik budi pekerti tolong halaukan keluar.
Tak suka bau Lavender. Anything in Lavender, tak pernah berkenan. Walaupun Lavender itu berwarna PURPLE, tapi tak suka bau dia. Huhuhu..
Disebabkan aku ni anak sulung, so memang terang dan benderang sikap garang tu ada. Adik-adik aku pun semua dah sedia maklum. Akak dia yang ni memang garang kat rumah. Nak buat camana, dah korang tu degil.
Aku tak pernah pergi tengok wayang, sehingga umur GENAP 21 tahun. And the 1st movie I watched was Geng : Pengembaraan Bermula.
Orang yang baru nak kenal dengan aku akan ada anggapan yang aku ni act sombong orangnya. Bila dah kenal, dah baik baru diorang tau macamana aku sebenarnya. Pengalaman lalu mengajar aku untuk lebih berhati-hati dalam persahabatan.
Tak boleh keluar rumah tanpa wallet. Tanpa handphone boleh lagi, tapi tanpa wallet is no no no! Sanggup patah balik.
Dalam handbag aku biasanya ada wallet, handphone, tisu, perfume, kipas tangan, clorets, 1 pen hitam, earpiece, coins, compact powder (optional), lipbalm.
Dulu masa tinggal kat Muar ada Ombak, sekarang dah tinggal kat Seremban, Ombak terpaksa ditinggalkan di Segamat. Rindunya kat Ombak, that's why tak banyak berjalan. Huhuhu.. Naikla public transport kalau nak ke mana-mana.
Ambik lesen kereta tahun 2006, dah lulus, lesen tu buat hiasan dalam wallet selama setahun. Dah setahun baru nak pegang stereng. Hehehe..
Ada impian nak memiliki sejenis HONDA JAZZ. Tapi macam tak mampu, lalu menyimpan impian spare nak VIVA ELITE.
Tahun ni, nak kerja cepat-cepat. Nanti nak simpan duit nak ~~kahwin~~ beli kereta! :D

Orang yang diTAG adalah :

1 - Kinkin
2 - CZ
3 - Myra
4 - Ridh
5 - Anom
6 - Rere
7 - Haidah
8 - Lokman
9 - Whoever read this post, automatically YOU ARE TAGGED!

Terengganu~

2010-01-21T19:40:00.006+08:00

Last weekend aritu aku dapat undangan ke Terengganu. Ke wedding abang angkat aku yang dah 10 tahun kot tak jumpa. Aku pergi gak walaupun macam2 jadi sementara nak sampai. Gerak hari Jumaat, tiket pukul 8.30 malam. Sabtu esoknya kenduri sambut menantu sebelah abang aku. Tau aku sampai Kuala Terengganu pukul berapa? 6.15 pagi ye. SEPANJANG MALAM DALAM BAS! Adik abang aku, Angah datang amik dalam pukul 6.30 pagi. Dia ketawakan je aku yang merungut-rungut duduk dalam bas lama-lama.

Sampai umah abang aku, sarapan, pastu rehat sekejap. Pukul 10.30 kitorang dah bersiap2 nak ke dewan majlis. Abang aku buat majlis kat dewan je, senang tetamu nak datang. Tema kaler pink, tp aku dengan housemate aku pergi tibai bawak baju kaler biru. Kohkoh.. Mana aku nak tau? Abang aku tak cakap ape2 pon. Angah pon gelakkan kitorang. Hampeh betul. Hari Ahad lagi best. Bajet nak balik pagi. Angah pukul 8.30 pagi lagi dah pergi Stesen Bas Kuala Terengganu tnya tiket nak balik Seremban. Tau tiket ada pukul berapa? 9.00 pagi dan pukul 9.30 malam. Aku dah terkebil-kebil masa Angah call. Takde pilihan. Terpaksalah amik tiket pukul 9.30 malam.

Sebelum balik, tau apa abang aku pesan? "Nanti kahwin jangan lupa jemput abang, Insya allah abang datang," aku gelak je dengar. Kahwin? No komen la.. Malam tu Angah hantar kitorang pergi bustand, sebab abang aku tak dapat hantar. Dia tunggu sampai bas tu bergerak, siap lambai2 tangan lagi! Rasa macam kelakar pulak bila Angah tunggu aku sampai bas jalan. Yelah, aku kan anak sulung. Macamni rupanya rasa ada abang ek? Hehehe..

Oh, ye, silelah menjamu mata dengan gambar2 yang tak seberapa ni. Untuk Along, Selamat Pengantin Baru. Hehehehe.. Untuk Angah, bila lagi?

Special Entry.

2010-01-12T10:16:00.008+08:00

Amaran : Ini adalah Entry khas. Sila klik pangkah di atas jika rasa tak mahu baca. Trimas. :)

Atas permintaan empunya diri, aku nak tulis sedikit sebanyak tentang dia. Siapa dia? Nama kat IC, Mohd Noor Halimy b. Mohd Najib a.k.a H. Kenapa aku letak initial H?? Saje.. hehehe.. Halimy tu macam panjang sangat pulak nak sebut. :P

Okey, let's proceed. H ni orangnya simple, dan sederhana. Pergi kerja naik skuter je. For the 1st day I know him, I don't even know he own a car. Abes, mane-mana pergi naik motor je. Betapa simple nya dia. Hahaha..

Kegemaran dia? 1 benda yang pasti, dia sukakan kucing dan kanak-kanak. Dia ada kucing seekor kat umah, nama kucing tu Jimmy. Jimmy tu manja dengan dia. Sampai kadang-kadang tu masa bercakap kat telefon, aku boleh dengar Jimmy tu mengiau. ~~Jeles nih!~~ Tapi latest aku dapat tau Jimmy dah hilang.. Huhuhu...

Dia memang suka budak-budak. Tak sama dengan aku yang rasa budak-budak tu adalah ~~annoying~~ comel. Warna kegemaran dia? Err..biru kot? Tapi aku tengok baju dia macam ade banyak jenis kaler. Camane? Hehehehe.. Dan lagi satu, dia suka muzik. Jamming, karaoke adalah favourite dia. H boleh je straight layan 11 lagu kat ~~Mahligai Gading~~ Bintang Gemilang. Aku dah surrender, dia still on lagi. Pakai bateri apa dia ni aku tak taula..

Peoples around me used to say that the actual reason I falls for him is because of his physically appearance. But it's not. Aku jatuh sebab peribadi dia. Kelakar? Nak gelak? Sukati. Pada aku penampilan luaran tu xsemestinya sebab kenapa aku jatuh kat seseorang tu. Kalau kachak sangat pon payah gak, mana-mana pergi ada je orang yang pandang. So, biarla faktor dalaman yang buat aku senang dengan dia. Salah satu faktor dalaman dia yang buat aku jatuh adalah sebab dia seorang yang romantik. Macam love note yang ini. Hehehe.. It's a small thing actually, but I just love the surprise. (blushing)

Dia seorang yang caring, flexible, dan yang paling penting banyak bertolak ansur. Flexi yang macamana? Dia tak kisah nak melepak dengan sesiapa pun, including my girlfriends. Kalau dia xbz, he'll always be with me wherever I would go. Pergi lunch, dinner, dating, even jumpa family aku kat hospital last time haritu pun dia ada sama. Family aku pun dah tau aku kawan dengan dia, so mereka terima dia seadanya. Syukurlah, senang sikit hati aku. :)

Well, ada banyak lagi sebab sebenarnya tapi xkan nak share semua kat sini kan? Hehehe.. Save sikitla untuk aku. :P

To H : I've wrote this down for you. I'll hope you like it dear. :)

I'm Sorry.

2010-01-10T17:46:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry.

It's all I could say after being ignorance,

Thankfully u did grab me back before I was straying too far,

I can't do nothing else other than apologize and no worries dear,

I'll try my best to fix back all my wrong doings and everything.

Sorry for making you feels so sad,

Sorry for making you feels alone and lonely,

U know it hurts me whenever I see u sad,

That's why u took so long to tell me this,

But I know, it's the best for both of us.

Welcome 2010.

2009-12-29T19:42:00.006+08:00

Macam dah lama pulak tak update belog. Kebetulan last week balik Segamat, lepas tu laptop ni pulak diserang simptom sampai kena repair Windows balik. Kecik hati betul. Huhuhu. Minggu ni ingat nak share resipi baru, tapi sibuk sangat sampai tak sempatla nak update. But no worries, I'll do it later.

Semua orang sibuk bercakap tentang ketibaan tahun baru. Mana nak celebrate, nak lepak mana, aku macam takde hati nak cerita pasal semua tu. Maklumlah, aku pun kat tempat baru sekarang kan? So, everything is new here for me. Nak celebrate dengan kawan-kawan, semua tercampak jauh kat atas peta. Kemaman la, JB la, Muar la, haih. Macam touching plak. Hahahaha.. (Padahal New Year ni dah decide nak balik Muar,)

Memandangkan lagi 2 hari akan datang menjelang tahun baru, aku nak flashback sket ape yang dah berlaku overall tahun ni :-

Januari - April = Siapkan final projek untuk Diploma. Masa sangat pack masa ni sebab terkejar-kejar. Mujur dapat siapkan dalam masa yang ditetapkan. Alhamdulillah. Waktu ni pun dah mula mengintai peluang untuk menjalani praktikal.

Mei - Ogos = Diterima praktikal kat KPDNKK Muar, belajar banyak benda baru, cuba adapt dengan persekitaran baru, kenal ramai orang, ~~kenal H,~~ mula merancang hidup sendiri (tp lain yang plan, lain plak yang jadi) Many unexpected things happens within this month and I was so down at those times. But thanks to someone special who is always stand by me. He gave me the strength to move on, and his 200% support so that I won't easily fall again.

Sept - Oktober = Dah habis praktikal, pindah rumah baru, ~~bf baru,~~ start siapkan report praktikal dan dalam masa yang sama mula mencari peluang pekerjaan.

November - Disember = New chapter in my life. 100% change the whole plan. From IT to cookery? Drastik sungguh. Daripada Johor ke Negeri Sembilan. Tapi takpe, grab the opportunities. Cari pengalaman baru, dan ilmu.

So many thing happens eh? Tahun baru ni, tak tahu apa pula yang menanti. Tapi yang pasti, kehadiran tahun baru ni bakal disambut dengan penuh rasa syukur. Semoga perjalanan hidup kita diberkati dan diredhai-Nya.

p/s : ni ada gambar kek nak share dgn korang. Kek Chocolate Mousse. Silelah meliur.. :P

Spageti Bolognese & Mini Pizza.

2009-12-15T19:50:00.006+08:00

Hai hai hai.. Arini I nak share resipi lagi dengan korang semua. (Ecehh, macam best je bunyi dia) Nak tau tak arini ada resepi apa? Tengok kat atas tu apa yang I tuliss.. Talks no more, lets go with the recipe..

SPAGETI BOLOGNESE.

Sos Spageti.

1. 250 gm daging cincang
2. 100 ml susu segar
3. 1 biji bawang Bombay (dicincang)
4. 1 ulas bawang putih (dicincang)
5. 1 tin tomato puri
6. 4-5 biji tomato (dihiris)
7. Lobak merah (dipotong dadu)
8. Seleri (dipotong dadu)
9. 1 tin cendawan butang (dihiris)
10. 500 ml stok ayam
11. Oregano & Italian herbs
12. Butter
13. Keju Mozzarella / Parmesan / Cheesedale
14. Garam

Cara untuk menyediakan sos spageti.

1. Panaskan butter, dan tumiskan bawang putih, bawang besar, lobak, seleri sehingga garing.
2. Masukkan daging cincang dan tomato puri. Kacau sehingga sebati.
3. Masukkan susu segar.
4. Masukkan oregano dan Italian herbs, masak sehingga naik bau.
5. Masukkan stok ayam, kacau dan masukkan keju mengikut kehendak anda.
6. Akhir sekali, masukkan cendawan butang, tomato yang telah dihiris dan garam secukup rasa.

Dah siap! oh, jangan lupa rebus spageti anda. Hehehehe..

MINI PIZZA.

Bahan-bahan untuk doh pizza.

1. 1 tbsp serbuk yis @ 25 gm yis basah.
2. 1 1/2 cawan air suam.
3. 500 gm tepung.
4. 1 tbsp olive oil / corn oil
5. Secubit garam.

Cara-cara mengadun doh pizza.

1. Masukkan yis, tepung, olive oil / corn oil.
2. Masukkan air suam secara berperingkat dan uli sehingga adunan menjadi elastik.
3. Uli doh sehingga ia menjadi elastik dan tidak lagi melekat pada tangan.
4. Lumurkan olive oil / corn oil ke atas doh dan biarkan selama sejam.

Sos untuk Pizza.

1. 1 tin puri tomato
2. 1 biji bawang besar (dicincang)
3. 1 helai bayleaf
4. Sedikit seasoning (garam / pepper)
5. Oregano

Cara memasak sos Pizza.

Tumiskan bawang besar sehingga naik bau. Masukkan tomato puri dan air. Kacau sehingga sebati. Kemudian masukkan bayleaf, oregano dan seasoning. Masakkan di atas api yang sederhana. Setelah mendidih, tutup api. Dah siap sos untuk pizza.

Cara-cara untuk menghias pizza.

Ok, buat topping untuk pizza merupakan satu menda yang paling best sekali sebab actually kita boleh letak MACAM-MACAM kat atas dia. Including sausage, pineapple, onion, tomato, chilli, meat, chicken, fruits, whatever. Mudah je. Mula-mula, potong doh yang kita dah rest kan tadi dan roll dengan menggunakan rolling pin sehingga rata. Jadikanlah bulatan ke, tiga segi ke apa ke terpulang. Then, spread the sauce on the top of the dough. Pastu, susunlah topping yang anda suka. Atas sekali, taburkan mozzarella cheese yang dah siap diparut dan parmesan cheese. Untuk pengetahuan semua, mozzarella cheese ni yang akan memberikan effect tarik pada pizza anda. Lepas dah siapkan topping, bakar dalam oven. Lepas tu siap!

Okey, ini adalah gambar pizza yang kami buat sebelum dibakar dalam oven. Yang dah siap bakar? Tak sempat snap sebab semua dah selamat kena makan. Hahahaha..

H.A.P.P.Y. D.A.Y.S.

2009-12-13T18:36:00.003+08:00

This week might be the best week that I ever had. Why? because last Tuesday, someone very special came and visit me here. Even though there's so little time we had to spend together, I'm happy enough. Dengan keadaan dia yang super busy beberapa minggu ni, aku tak sangka yang dia akhirnya dapat datang walaupun ada beberapa masalah2 kecil yang tak dapat dielakkan. Thanks my dear, u know how much I appreciate it.

Last Thursday, Kinkin plak datang sini. Wow. Double Tap. Dah lama tak jumpa, rasa macam bercakap pon tak habis-habis. Hahahaha.. Lepak KL dengan Rere sekali tengok Zombieland. Aku tak boleh belah betul tengok movie tu. It was a funny movie actually, but it was also scary. (For me la kan) Asyik terperanjat je. Aku dah tak tau nak pegang sape. Si Kinkin tu pon terjerit-jerit kat sebelah aku, mau aku lagi tekejut-makjut kalau aku pegang dia. Rere je asik gelak-gelak. Kitorang mostly memang terjerit je sebab terperanjat. Huh, surrender aku tengok cerita camnih. *sigh*

Hari Sabtu plak, gi wedding Johari & Nia kat Damansara Damai. Kat sana, I sempatla berjumpa dengan beberapa kawan dari dunia maya yang selama ni jumpa kat Kapasitor dan kat belog je. Hehehe.. Ada Ucu, Syud, Im, Eme, and a few more yang tak sempat nak beramah mesra. Untuk Jo dan Nia, Selamat Pengantin Baru. Semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat. Untuk teman-teman di Kapasitor, semoga kita dapat berjumpa lagi di lain hari. Eceh. Hehehehe..

Weekend Yang Happy.

2009-11-30T17:56:00.005+08:00

Last weekend, was my friend's wedding. Kebetulan jatuh ke cuti Hari Raya Haji dan aku pulang ke Segamat, so plan nak pergila kan. Memula macam tak dapat pergi sebab takde sape nak bawak. Puas pujuk abah supaya bagi aku drive. Segamat - Muar kan dekat je. Bukan jauh mana pon. Die punya risau tu sampai kalau boleh nak suruh aku bawak 30 km/h. Faham-faham jelah jalan Muar - Tangkak tu macamana kan. Di samping pergi wedding member aku, melencongla ape lagi. H kerja aritu, so aku singgahla ke office kejap jumpa dia. It was supposed to be a surprise but I TERbagitau pulak yang nak datang ke wedding member. Disebabkan waktu yang amat mencemburui kami, dapat lepak kejap je dengan H, pastu rushing ke wedding member, dan rushing balik ke Segamat sebab adik aku nak jumpa member dia tiba-tiba. Kacau plan betul la.

Wedding kawan aku ni kat Jalan Salleh. Masa datang orang tengah ramai, dan diorang baru pas potong kek. Actually, the groom was my cousin's friend. Then aku kenal secara tak langsung sebab dia selalu lepak umah arwah nenek aku. Wife dia pon aku kenal sebab dia adalah kawan kepada kawan aku. What a small world huh? Silelah lihat gambar yang tak seberapa ni eh. Hehehe.. Untuk Wan & Ella, semoga korang bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat..

I like purple!

Hantaran.

Mari Membuat Kek!

2009-11-25T21:52:00.006+08:00

Hari ni kitorang buat kek. Hahahaha.. Kelakar sungguh. (Buat kek pon nak up kat belog ke?) Maklumla ini 1ST TIME AKU BUAT KEK. Sebelum ni memang tak pernah buat pon. Adik aku buat Chocolate Moist pon aku pandang sebelah mata je. Sebab memang tak berapa minat kek, dan tak suka sangat pon kat kek. Tak percaya ke I tak suke kek? Hehehe.. Kalau tak percaya sila tanya kawan2 terdekat saya. They'll surely know this fact. Oke, mari kita tengok resipi di bawah. (Kalau rasa macam dah tau buat kek, jangan cakap ape2 oke, gi main jauh-jauh sane) :))

BAHAN - BAHAN MEMBUAT KEK COKLAT.

1. 250 gm butter
2. 250 gm gula
3. 250 gm tepung (kek)
4. 4 biji telur
5. 50 ml susu penuh krim (Dutch Lady Full Cream Milk)
6. 1/4 tsp garam
7. 1 tbsp serbuk penaik
8. 1 tsp essence vanila
9. 120 gm serbuk koko

CARA PENYEDIAAN.

1. Masukkan butter, gula dan garam. Mix sampai kembang dan sebati.
2. Masukkan satu persatu telur dan pukul rata.
3. Masukkan pula essence vanila ke dalam adunan,diikuti dengan tepung penaik, dan susu penuh krim.
4. Akhir sekali, masukkan tepung dan serbuk koko dan kacau sehingga rata.
5. Sapu mentega ke dalam seluruh loyang yang akan digunakan untuk membakar kek.
6. Tuang adunan ke dalam loyang, dan masukkan ke dalam oven. Biarkan ia masak selama 50 minit.

Nak tengok tak hasil kek yang I buat?

Nampak sedap tak?

Yang ni cantik sikit rupa dia.. Hehehehe..

Yang ni kek group lain.. Kek Rainbow nama dia..

Yang ni plak kek Oren.

Sepatutnya ada gambar kek Marble, tapi tadi lupe nak snap. Hahahaha... Bebudak ni sume excited nak potong kek, tak sempat nak snap. Heppp! Jangan gelak oke tengok kek-kek kami. Maklumla, 1st timer kan.. I sendiri pon tak pernah buat kek sebelum ni. Janganla tanya kenapa rupa kek ni camnih.. hehehehe...

INTERVIEW!

2009-11-23T19:56:00.006+08:00

WHOA!

I'm having an interview tomorrow..
It's all of a sudden actually and I'm not well prepared yet..

Oh my God!
I have to make everything done by tonight or
I'm gonna be freaking nervous tomorrow!

Oh, I'll be going to the Avillion Port Dickson for the interview.
I'm not quite sure where is the place
but I have to do some research.
Just to get to know the place, promotion and its background.
And also to get myself alert.
So peeps, wish me luck ya!

New Place.

2009-11-16T19:23:00.002+08:00

It was really hard for me to fit it in the 1st weekend. It's not because of the people here. But because of the environment, I guess. It's quite different from what I had experienced before. So, it tooks me about 2 weeks to fit in. Hahaha.. Lama betul amik masa nak sesuaikan diri ek?

So, sekarang my new housemate and I were living at Seremban 2, near the Jusco here. Pergi kelas pon dekat. Just took us RM2.50 per day by Cityliner bus. This first two weeks, only introduction about hospitality and so on. Boring. Hahahaha.. Kalau tak silap, kitorang semua akan mula masuk dapur 23hb ni. Can't wait to start. Hehehe..

Okey, tukar topik. Bila kita berada di tempat baru ni, macam-macamla kita akan jumpa kan? New faces, new attitudes, everythings are new. Tapi, korang percaya tak kalau aku cakap dalam tahun 2009 ni, masih ada orang yang tak mahir menggunakan komputer dan Internet?

Macam tak percaya kan? But that's the truth. I was shocked either. Those girls cum my new housemate rupanya tak berapa biasa dengan Internet dan komputer. Kesian tengok diorang bila kami kena siapkan CV dan emailkan pada kolej via emel. Since they were around 18 years old, I have to understand that they might not been exposed into IT world. To make it even worse, they were not good in English. Rasa macam kesian sangat kat diorang. I was helping them to use the Internet, the emails and so on.

Aku tertanya-tanya macamanalah nanti diorang nak survived dalam dunia yang serba menggunakan komputer ni. Yelah, kalau diorang takde kesedaran tentang betapa pentingnya penggunaan Internet dan komputer sekarang, macamana nak hadapi dunia pekerjaan? *Macamlah aku dah kerja kan?* Sekarang ni, nak hantar resume pon thru emel je. Tak payah nak berpos segala bagai. Jimat masa dan duit. Apa pendapat korang agaknya ek?

In A Few Hours

2009-11-08T14:59:00.002+08:00

I'll be leaving Johor.

I'll be leaving my hometown.

I'll be leaving my parent.

I'll be leaving my friends.

I'll be leaving my heart.

I'll be leaving everything.

Here.

Okay, enough said! Tonight, my family and I will get going after Maghrib straight to Seremban to my cousin place. We'll spending one night there. Plus she's having a newborn baby, my mother insist to go and pay her a visit. My aunt, (which is my cousin's mother) also staying at Seremban at the moment to take care of my cousin. Can't wait to see her baby. Hehehe..

The registration start on 9 am on the next day. Right now I'm preparing things to bring on and I was nervous too. Can't help thinking about new environment there. I wish I could fit in. Oh, not to mention I won't bring my laptop for the 1st week. My father told me to keep it here first. So, I won't be able to be contacted via Friendster, or Blogger, or YM. Do not worry, I won't left my phones either. Hehehehe.. Just my LAPTOP okay. Wish me luck there! I'll try to update ASAP. So, see you later peeps!

Sedikit ...

2009-10-30T14:02:00.006+08:00

Baru balik dpd Kajang. Teman H pergi kursus. [Hakikatnya aku duduk diam2 je sepanjang hari. Malam baru keluar.] Tak kisahla tu. Masa dipenuhi dengan menonton tv, sesi bercakap sorang-sorang bersama tilam dan bantal, dan sesi berangan sepenuh masa sebab dah rasa nak muntah menghadap tv daripada pagi sampai petang.

Disebabkan H pon agak penat berkursus, kitorang pon xdelah jalan jauh sangat. Setakat pusing2 mall kat area yang berdekatan je. Pukul 11 dah balik, sebab dia dah mengantuk. Aku ni kemainla payah nak tidur. Ape je yang aku tak try untuk melelapkan mata? Kira kambing hitam, kambing putih, ayam, lembu semua ada. Tak jugak lelap2. Siap salah kira tapi mata tetap tak mahu pejam. Huh! Stress sungguh bila tak boleh tido ni. Ingat siang hari tu nak meronda sorang2 tapi tak jadi. Tau apa H pesan kat aku sebelum dia keluar gi kursus? "Yang, u nak jalan sepah2 nanti tengok2 dulu tau. Jangan jalan kalau public tak ramai. Yelah, kalau u tak cantik pon orang kalau nak culik boleh je. Diorang bukan kisah cantik ke tak cantik," Sedang cakap I tak cantik ke?? Fine. Fine. I duduk jelah diam2. Cakap jela tak bagi I jalan sorang2. Huh!

Pagi tadi baru siap packing barang untuk pindah. Takdelah 100% siap kan, 90% je. Tinggal barang remeh-temeh je ni. Lepas ni aku akan ke Seremban untuk amik kursus jangka pendek selama 6 bulan. Tinggallah kasih, tinggallah sayang, I pergi tak lama okeh! :D So, sape-sape yang nak ajak I melepak, jemput2la datang Seremban. Hehehehe..

Macam risau plak nak pergi tempat baru ni. Maklumla, jauh dengan parent, ~~jauh dengan H,~~ jauh dengan kawan-kawan, ish, jauh dengan sumelah senang cite. Padahal kata mak aku, "Ape yang jauhnye? Padahal Seremban lagi dekat dengan Segamat berbanding Kota Tinggi, (sebab adik aku kat Kota Tinggi amik Nursing) ke sebab jauh nak balik Muar?" Dem! Mak aku ni pandai je men tembak2. Yelah, tapi Kota Tinggi tu bunyi Johor lagi kan? Seremban kan dah bunyi Negeri Sembilan. Huhuhu.. Takpe Maul, bear with it. 6 bulan je kan? Tak lama. Sesekali bolehla balik jumpa ~~yang tersayang~~ family. :D

Aku Kan Terus Pergi.

2009-10-24T20:53:00.003+08:00

Jika aku pergi,

Jangan ditangisi pemergian ku dengan airmata kesedihan,

Aku tak ingin pergi membawa hati yang penuh duka,

Meninggalkan daerah ini,

Sahabat-sahabat ini,

Teman teristimewa ini,

Aku tak ingin pergi meninggalkan luka,

Yang berbekas di hati,

Mahupun yang ternampak di jiwa.

Aku harapkan kalian mengerti,

Bukan aku terus menghilang membawa diri,

Cuma ingin mencari secebis ilmu di kota nanti,

Untuk bekalan satu hari yang tak pasti.

Bored...

2009-10-15T22:36:00.007+08:00

Bored, and this is the result.. Hehehe.. Thanks to Syud.

1. What time did you get up this morning?
6:45 am, pastu tdo balik..lalalalala..

2. How do you like your steak?
With black pepper please..

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
The Ugly Truth; with Kinkin, and ter'fall' kat Gerard Butler.. :P

4. What is your favorite TV show?
Supernatural, CSI:Miami, House, bla..bla..bla..

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
Japan, I'd love to see cherry blossom.. :)

6. What did you have for breakfast?
I'm fasting today, so no breakfast.. :P

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
I love soup, so it's chicken soup, mihun soup, tomyam, hehehehe...

8. What foods do you dislike?
Bean sprout!! Tak kisahla goreng, or rebus, or celur, or whatever.. Huhuhu..

9. Favorite Place to Eat!
It doesn't matter where as long as the food is great..

10. Favorite dressing?
Long sleeve shirt and jeans, but now I love wearing dress, a cute dress.. Hehehe..

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
I don't drive, but I ride.. Live to ride, yeahh!!! Oh, I own a Wave.. :P

12. What are your favorite clothes?
Rite now? Hmm, my grey cardigan and brown dress..

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
Japan!

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
Hoh, apekah?

15. Where would you want to retire?
Hmm, haven't decided yet.. :P

16. Favorite time of day?
Night.. I love to see stars and feels the breeze..

17. Where were you born?
Segamat, Johor

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
Hockey, EPL (sometimes),

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
Who knows?

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
Kinkinn!!!! :))

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
I wonder who..

22. Bird watcher?
Depends..

23. Are you a morning person or a night person
Could be both.. :P

24. Do you have any pets?
Nope.

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
I'm planning to go visiting my old buddy.. Yeahh~!!

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
A reporter.. :P

27. What is your favorite childhood memory?
Get on a flight.. :))

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
Cat!

29. Are you married?
At the moment, nope.. But looking forward into it.. :P

30. Always wear your seat belt?
Sumtimes..

31. Been in a car accident?
Nope

32. Any pet peeves?
Nope.

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
Rarely eat pizza.

34. Favorite Flower?
I'm not sure..

35. Favorite ice cream?
Rarely eat ice cream..

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
KFC..

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
Once.. :P

38. From whom did you get your last email?
My abang angkat..

39. Which stores would you choose to max out your credit card?
Don't have any credit card..

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
Nope. Just not yet..

41. Like your job?
Saya menanam anggur sekarang.. Silelah datang dan menikmati anggur tanaman saya ini.. :))

42. Broccoli?
No no no..

43. What was your favorite vacation?
Forgotten.. Huhuhu..

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
H.

45. What are you listening to right now?
Evanescence - My Immortal.

46. What is your favorite color?
Purple, black, white, brown,

47. How many tattoos do you have?
Don't have and will never have..

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
Whoever reading this, u are tagged!! Oh, specially to Kinkin, Rere, CZ, Anom, :))

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
12:42 am.

50. Coffee Drinker?
Not really..

2009-10-07T01:11:00.005+08:00

What would you do if your own blood doesn't trust you anymore? Would you rebel against them? Would you act exactly as they want you to act? Would you let things goes wrong, living your day as usual and hold the pain inside you ALONE? Or would you like to runaway? But you know yourself that running won't solve the problem.

Friend, if somehow you are reading this, I'm trying my best to be by your side and be your shoulder for you to cry. Maybe I couldn't do nothing other than listening, but you know that I'll support you in whatever decision you make. If you feels like talking, or crying or even shouting expressing your feelings, you know exactly where would I be..

Selamat Hari Raya!!

2009-09-26T17:41:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya semua! Hehehe, ye aku tau dah agak lambat untuk wish tapi aku nak wish jugak.. Sekarang dah masuk raya yang ke tujuh dan aku masih lagi di Segamat. Tak sabar nak balik Muar esok.. Hehehe..

Raya pertama aku adalah di sebelah family mak aku, merangkap selang satu kampung je daripada rumah aku sekarang ni. 2 hari sebelum raya adik-beradik mak aku dah penuh berkumpul kat umah atuk aku. Meriah jangan cakaplahkan, budak2 adelah ramai oke. Bayangkanlah sepupu aku mostly dah kahwin dan anak paling kurang ada 2. Paling ramai ada 4, dan ada lebih kurang 4 atau 5 biji kereta kat rumah atuk aku. Meriah tak meriah? Sampaikan ada je anak saudara (anak kepada sepupu adalah anak saudara kan?) yang aku belum pernah jumpa. Hehehe... Tiba-tiba je ada muka baru dalam family. Soalan macam, “Eh, ini anak siape ah?” adalah kerap terkeluar daripada mulut aku ni hah. Maklumlah, bukan tinggal dekat2 nak jumpa selalu.. Tau-tau je dah besar. Hehehehe.. Yang masih best raya tahun ni ialah aku masih dapat duit raya! Trend kat sini, selagi belum kerja akan dapat duit raya daripada makcik/pakcik/sepupu yg dah berkahwin.. Kalau dah kerja, memangla kena bagi duit raya kann.. Tapi kalau belum kahwin dan dah bekerja, anda cuma akan menerima duit raya daripada makcik/pakcik SAHAJA! Itu pun nasib baik kalau diorang nak bagi oke..

Raya kedua aku xde ke mana pun. Plus balik kampung family bapak aku kat Sungai Mati, Muar. Kat sana yang ada cuma adik-adik kepada bapak aku, means makcik-makcik aku la kan. Takdelah meriah sangat tapi yang best tu sebab ade mercun dan bunga api. Biasela, aku tumpang seronok je tengok adik2 aku main mende2 alah semua tu. Aku tak berapa minat sangat. Dah besar-besar ni rasa pelik plak bila nak pegang-pegang mercun dgn bunga api. Hehehe.. Raya ketiga baru aku keluar rumah. Itupun xde kemana sangat. Pergi rumah Yayah kat Parit Bakar, dengan rumah kawan adik aku kat Kg Parit Pinang Seribu. Memandangkan Yayah masuk kerja esoknya, aku offer die ikut aku beraya so nanti aku hantarla dia balik taman kitorang tinggal tu kan. Lepas keluar daripada rumah kawan adik aku tu lah tragedi sedih ini berlaku..

Aku plan nak balik awal since mak aku cakap dia nak pakai kereta. So bila aku tengok jam, baru pukul 2 petang, sempatlah aku nak hantar Yayah balik taman dan pastu straight balik Sg Mati. Plus petang ada date nak ke Melaka, jadi aku memang nak balik awal la. Keluar je daripada rumah kawan adik aku tu, aku dah rasa lain macam. Lepastu kereta macam tak nak pergi bila aku tekan minyak. Aku dah cuak dah. Adik aku dengan Yayah tak perasan apa-apa lagi masa tu. Bila tiba-tiba enjin mati, aku cepat-cepat pulas stereng ke tepi jalan. Aku cuba bawak bertenang walaupun adik aku kat sebelah dah panik. Yelah, kereta tak boleh start, siapa tak panik? Aku tarik nafas, baca macam-macam doa sebelum start enjin lagi sekali dan.....! Masih lagi tak boleh hidup. Tengah aku nak tutup mulut adik aku yang panik kat sebelah, ada sorang pakcik berhenti sebelah aku, “Kereta tak boleh start ye dik?” Aku sengih je. Dan bermulalah penantian seorang aku di tepi jalan dengan kereta yang rosak selama 4 jam!

H datang lepas dia balik pejabat. Dia datang bawak air yang aku rasa paling sedap aku pernah minum hari tu. (Padahal air tin je) Maunya tak, 4 jam berpanas kat tepi jalan dengan matahari mencanak-canak atas kepala, tekak kering toksah cerita la kan? Masa tu kereta belum siap lagi. Dia ketawa je dengar cerita aku. “Itulah, jauh budak bertuah ni jalan,” Panggil aku budak bertuah?? Sabor jelah.. Kereta siap pukul 6 lebih. Aku hantar Yayah balik taman, pastu balik. Dahla jammed daripada Parit Bunga sampai Rawang, sudahnya sampai rumah pukul 7:40 malam. Mak aku siap tanye masa aku sampai umah, “Serik tak bawak kereta?” Aku sengih je. Hilang cerita pergi Melaka, so H ajak lepak Tanjung jelah.. Mana lagi nak pergi kan kat Muar tu? So, melepakla aku kat sane dengan adik aku skali. Kelakar betul aku rasa hari tu. Kereta rosak lah, jammed la, ape la. Haih, meriah sungguh raya tahun ni.

Seeing Old Buddy!

2009-09-07T11:32:00.011+08:00

I was having a great day this weekend! A few days ago, an old friend of mine just texted me asked for Nani's phone number. So, we were having a little conversation and guess what? She's here working at Muar!! Since Kinkin already here, so I was, "Hey, why not we go to iftar together? It would be fun isn't?" And here we go!

So Kinkin and I decided to meet Bai at Teratak Restaurant at Jalan Abdullah around 6.50 pm. The sky looks like it's going to rain so we decided to go early and waited for Bai to arrive. She's arrived around 7 pm and we're so excited to see each other. It's almost 5 years we left school and after that we never have chances to see each other. It's only three of us at the table but we're talking like there's a group of people! I know I might be sound a little exaggerate but that was the truth! We were so busy talking and laughing until we forgot about 'berbuka' time. Hehehehe.. Can't help it though. So many things to talk and feels like there's not enough time for us!

Typing no more, let's look at the picture we've taken last night..

This is where we hang out last nite..

Kinkin and Bai, looking hilarious there..

Me and Bai, accidentally wearing pink. Is it a curse? Hahahaha..

Ok, got my half face there. Sigh.

Before..

After..

With Bai's pet.. :P

Ooppss!!

Shining bright aren't we? Hehehehe...

p/s : tomorrow, I'll be going back to Segamat and leaving Muar until Raya I guess. Since at my parent place don't have a good coverage for broadband, I might not be able to do some update. Sorry peeps! Can't help it though. So for now, Selamat Berpuasa and Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends and readers. *macamla ramai sangat yang bace blog kau ni maul* Hahaha... To someone special, don't miss me too much ya! Because I'm gonna miss you too.. *blush*

Sayonara Ogos!

2009-09-01T12:26:00.005+08:00

Jumaat minggu lepas adalah hari terakhir aku praktikal. Sedihnya nak tinggalkan office tu. Yelah, walaupun aku hanya 3 bulan je kat sana tapi rasa macam sayang plak nak tinggalkan semua2 tu. Hehehe.. Diorang semua pun baik dengan aku, so rasa macam one big family la pulak kann..

So, sekarang adalah masa untuk aku sepatutnya siapkan report praktikal. Adehla, tibe-tibe macam tak tau plak nak tulis ape dalam tu. Sepatutnya dah submit last week, tapi disebabkan aku belum siap, plus tak sempat maka aku mintak tangguh untuk hantar minggu ini. Berusaha!

Starting September ni, aku dah pindah rumah baru. Dah tak tinggal kat Parit Tiram lagi dah. Sekarang rumah aku kat Jalan Joned. Tau tak kat mane? Haaa, carilah sendiri! Aku sendiri masa 1st time datang bawak motor, xnak macam sesat barat plak kan aku. Hahahaha.. Entah ceruk2 mane je aku masuk. Mujurla jumpa rumahnya. Ni esok2 mak aku nk datang mesti aku payah nk bagi direction. Sedangkan umah kat Parit Tiram tu pun berpusing2 abah dibuatnya, inikan pulak rumah yang baru ni. Entah mana agaknya tersesat. Hehehehe.. Takpe2, nanti aku buat peta jelah bagi kat bapak aku..

Thought That Count..

2009-08-27T08:42:00.007+08:00

I'm very happy yesterday. Why? Because I've got something special from someone. It's a gift. A small gift maybe, but it means a lot to me. I don't really care what it is exactly in the box, it's the thought that count, right? Hehehehe.. Inside the box, there's a note. A note that I nearly missed it. My bad! This is what was written in the note.

I promise you my heart,
I promise you my life,
I promise we'll never be apart,
I promise not to hurt you,
I promise to never make you cry,
I promise to always trust you,
I promise not to lie,
I promise you forever,
I promise you tonight,
I promise you my respect,
I promise to do things right,
I promise to always be there,
I promise until the end,
I promise to be your best friend,
I promise this forever.
U're the PEANUT to my BUTTER,
U're the STAR of my BURST,
U're the POP of my TART,
U're the MILKY to my WAY,
U're the FRUIT to my LOOP,
U're the LUCKY to my CHARMS,
U're the ICE to my CREAM,
but mostly.....
U're the BEST to ME..

Isn't it sweet? I love it so much! H, thanks for the gifts, thanks for the poem, thanks for everything. You know I like it don't you?

Hush Hush!!

2009-08-26T15:09:00.002+08:00

Have you heard this new single of PCD? I just lurrvvveee this one.. It's just nice.. So, nothing much to say, enjoy it!

p/s : I include this lyric for you all to sing along.. Hehehehe...

Hush Hush

I never needed you to be strong,
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,
I never needed pain,
I never needed strain,
My love for you was strong enough you should have known,
I never needed you for judgments,
I never needed you to question what I spend,
I never asked for help,
I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations,
There isn't anything for you to say,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So look at me, and listen to me..

(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

I never needed your corrections,
On everything, from how I act, to what I say,
I never needed words,
I never needed hurts,
I never needed you to be there every day,
I'm sorry for the way I let go,
Or everything I won't need when you came along,
But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated,
I know that next to you is not where I belong,

And it's a little late for explanations,
There isn't anything that you can do,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So you will listen when I say..

I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

No more words, no more lies, no more cryin',
Hmm Hmmmm
No more pain, no more hurt, no more tryin',
Ohh Ohh
Yeahhhhh!

(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

Yeahhhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby..

Download this song here

Selamat Datang Ramadhan

2009-08-21T10:53:00.003+08:00

Ramadhan datang lagi! Hari ini aku balik Segamat, kot. Hahahaha.. Tiba-tiba macam tak berapa nak pasti pulak. Yelah, semalam masa Ibu call tanya pasal gula aku dah cakap yang aku nak balik hari ni. Takkan aku nak mengangkut gula sampai 6 bundle dengan bas? Gile ah! Hehehe.. Niat aku nak sahur kat rumah, plus Esya pun balik ari ni. Cz jangan tanya la.. Semalam lagi mak dia dah datang angkut dia dengan barang-barang dia balik Segamat. Kalau aku tak balik harini, maknanya aku kenala sahur sorang-sorang. Pergh, sedih gila bunyinya. Hahaha..

Minggu depan, last week aku praktikal sini. Perasaan aku? Seronokla! Sebab secara unofficialnya aku dah habis belajar. Mulalah fasa baru dalam kehidupan aku iaitu: Job Hunting. Perancangan aku? Dulu mula-mula aku ada merancang nak ke JB, dan lepak sana. Tiba-tiba ada perubahan rancangan pulak. Aku tak jadi pindah JB, dan aku stay + cari kerja sini. Kenapa? Hehehe.. Adelah.. *batuk batuk* So minggu depan pun last aku tinggal kat rumah sekarang ni. Aku nak pindah rumah baru sekali dengan Esya. Kepada sesiapa yang berkenaan *batuk batuk*, jangan lupe carikan I kotak ye. I nak angkat barang. Hehehehe..

Okeyla, aku nak ucapkan selamat menyambut ketibaan Ramadhan yang penuh berkat, penuh dugaan dan penuh perut. (eh?) Hahahaha.. Beringat-ingatlah bila nak berbuka ye. Jangan dok syok sangat beli juadah, sampai tak termakan. Selamat berpuasa!

Finally, It's A Weekend!

2009-08-18T10:06:00.005+08:00

Last weekend we decided to go to Melaka for GI Joe. After a loonngggg days at office with load of works, it was really fun to have a nice and wonderful weekend, isn't? Since he's been busy for all of the days, he'd promise me to watch G.I Joe and here we come..

We left on 10 am because he still have to go to the office, and deliver something to his friend. We arrived at Mahkota Parade around 11 am, and straight forward to GSC, yeah! I think 11 am maybe a bit early because there's so not-too-many-people as we can see hanging at MP. I was expecting some crowd there but there's not much. Still on their bed maybe. Hehehe.. It's a weekend after all, what do ya expect?

So we went inside at 12 with a popcorn and mineral water. I tell you, the movie was really great! I was enjoying it till the end. It was full of action, and still got their funny part. I was wondering is there any possibility for this movie to have their sequel? If they are, then I'll look forward to watch it!!

After done watching G.I Joe, we went for lunch at Newton. I was hoping to go to Eyes On Malaysia, but time flies too fast and before we knew it, it was already 5 o'clock.. What to do then? Maybe next time will do. If there's another next time. Huhuhu..

I was very happy spending my time with him. Went out with someone like him, I was like ........ You know, I can't describe what am I feeling being with him. It's a unexplained feelings and emotions. Even now, I was wondering. This feelings, how long will it last?

H, thanks for always being there for me. You know that I really appreciate for everything you have done to me. Please, please don't hesitate to tell me if you can't wait for me any longer. I'll understand, and I'll have to let you go.

Blurry..

2009-08-11T09:14:00.004+08:00

What would you do if --->

1. You had a bad breakup with your bf, and now he's begging you to be back just because he's irrationally ask for the breakup.

2. You did give him chances to change for the sake of your relationship but he was being ignorant, and keep repeating the same mistakes.

3. He was saying "I've been thinking about it deeply and now I don't want you back," but later on, he said, "I can't keep lying to myself anymore. I love you, and I want you back,"

4. You are totally never-in-your-intention to be back with him, and yet, he said that to prove his sincerity, he will come to your parent's house with a rombongan merisik.

5. You already said for thousand of times that you can't accept him back after what has happened between you two, but he can't accept your decision and keep bothering you with lovey-dovey smses and so on.

Thousand Of Thoughts..

2009-08-07T20:41:00.007+08:00

I'm not fully recovered from previous injured, and yet someone was being there as my aid. Being understanding myself, I was somehow into him. He really know how to cool me down whenever I pissed off, just when I need someone to talk to, he is always there for me. I wonder if he's ever tired being with me.

H, if you are somehow reading this, I just want u to know that I really appreciate for what you have done just to make me feel happy, and make me feels so comfy talking to you. Give me some time to settle down, and I'll make sure that everything is clear by then.

When I was down,
He was there to get me on my feet,
When I was crying,
His shoulder is the best part for me to land my head,
When I was smiling,
He was the happiest person at the moment,
Should I try,
To make him smile for the rest of his life?

Bulan Baru, Mood Baru!!

2009-08-03T10:56:00.004+08:00

Sekejap betul dah bulan 8 kan? Rasa macam baru je semalam aku ni mula praktikal. Tiba-tiba bulan ni last pulak praktikal kat sini. Dah rasa sayang pulak nak tinggalkan office ni nanti. Maklumla, semua orang kat sini pun baik-baik belaka. Kenapalah aku tak boleh terus masuk kerja kat sini? Ni nak kena mintak guna SPA la, ape la. Huhuhu...

After all the things happens in July, I wanted to start this new month with something new. Rasa nak berubah angin pun ada ni. Hehehehe.. Sesekali berubah angin tak salah kan. Bak kata seseorang, untuk apa kita tunggu sesuatu yang belum tentu akan jadi milik kita? So, aku pun mengambil keputusan untuk go on dengan hidup aku. Menerima kehadiran orang baru dalam hidup, bersedia untuk memulakan hidup baru di tempat baru, belajar untuk menyesuaikan diri nanti. Haih, rasa macam berdebar-debar pulak bila cerita pasal ni..

Sekarang sedang menonton drama Zettai Kareshi, drama mengenai robot kekasih. Best drama ni. Tak dapat aku bayangkan kalau satu hari nanti wujud robot kekasih di mana kita boleh programkan untuk menjadi seperti kekasih idaman kita. Hahahaha... Kreatif betul orang Jepun ni. Macam-macam idea diorang nak cipta drama. Takdelah rasa bosan macam drama yang aku tonton selalu kat tv. Klise je memanjang..

Hakikat Cinta!!

2009-07-28T12:51:00.002+08:00

Dayang Nurfaizah - Hakikat Cinta

Usah di kesal yang berlaku
Saat ku lafaz kata pemutus
Tiada gunanya segala alasan
Takkan ku berundur walau seketika

Tak perlu merayu pada hati ini
Tak perlu lagi aku menangisi
Takdir menentukan kitakan berpisah
Terimalah hakikat cinta kita

Pedihnya semalam masih ku terasa
Luka yang berdarah mengalir kesakitan
Hati yang kecewa menangis sedih
Di hiris pilu
Jiwa meronta hiba
Tak bisa putuskan kemahuan hati
Yang menyeksakan diri
Namun kekuatan yang masih tersimpan
Terlepaslah daku dari derita

Usah disebut kisah yang lalu
Tertutup sudah pintu hatiku
Cukuplah bagi ku Tuhan Maha Esa
Hanyalah dia penawarku

Tag From Ridh!!

2009-07-26T09:47:00.003+08:00

These are the rules :

1. Go to your photo files, and select the 6th photo folder..

2. Select the 6th photo in the folder..

3. Post the photo along with the story behind it..

4. Then challenge 6 blogger to do the same..

I was tagged! Hehehehe..thanks for the tags Ridh! And here I want to tag :

--> myra

--> kak long

--> cz

--> rere

--> cherry

--> and anyone who have read, you are tagged!

Ini adalah anak sepupu aku, nama dia Airil. Comel kan? Disebabkan folder ni yang aku jumpa, maka gambar budak ni la yang bersepah-sepah dalam folder ni.. Hehehehe..

Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely..

2009-07-24T08:48:00.002+08:00

Life is full of surprise right? Yesterday, you are having fun with your mates, and today you are being left alone. I'm not saying that my friends are getting away from me, but it is something else. It's like you are laughing, and smiling but you know there's something not right. You are not laughing like usual, you are not smiling as usual, and you don't know what exactly is happening inside of you.

Empty. That's the word. My life is full with everything I love, but still there a some empty place inside. I'm looking for something that can fit inside the empty place, but it seems like I've found nothing, yet.

Whenever you needs attention, it is best when you get it from someone nearby right? That's what happening to me recently. I'm trying being ignorant, but I just can't. I wonder how long wil it be last. Hey, I can't expect it to be forever caring right? But somehow, it is really makes me feels at ease.

A Wish For Someone

2009-07-20T08:27:00.005+08:00

Today is the day, the day that I've never been able to forget. The day when you finally get older. It's your birthday, dear. Oh, I'm sorry. I shouldn't called you by that name again. I'm sorry that I never wish "Happy Birthday" to you since I've known you 5 years ago. Please don't ask me why because you know it exactly right? For all this year, I kept wondering did you ever remember me? Did you ever missed me like I do sometimes? Silly me coz I am a little too not over you.

p/s :: if somehow you have read this, I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday, and I'm sorry for everything..

This Is What We Called T.A.G!!!

2009-07-19T16:15:00.004+08:00

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:

1. Asmaul
2. Maul
3. Nurrul

THREE THINGS YOU’VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:

1. cooking asam rebus
2. eating lunch
3. watching JDorama

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:

1. money (everyone needs it rite?)
2. holiday (somewhere only we know)
3. friends (I love u gurls!)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS OF NOW:

1. Anggun - Berganti Hati
2. Pink - Sober
3. Katy Perry - Thinking Of You

THREE THINGS YOU LOVE IN A GUY:

1. his characteristic
2. understanding
3. matured

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS:

1. Shazila - my best buddy, haven't meet her in 6 years
2. My late grandfather
3. -

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:

1. Apple IPhone 3G
2. IPod Shuffle
3. Books

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR NEXT VACATION:

1. Japan
2. Perhentian / Tioman / Redang / Kapas
3. Genting (jangan xjadi aaaa)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1. Reading books
2. Musics
3. Writing

THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTERS:

1. Kurosaki Ichigo - Bleach
2. Touya - Ayashi No Ceres
3. Hisagi Shuuhei - Bleach

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FAST FOOD:

1. Foldover Mcd - but n/a rite now
2. KFC
3. -

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:

1. Soya
2. Tea (hot tea or iced tea, it doesn't matter)
3. Mineral

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR POUCH:

1. Wallet
2. Handphone
3. Handphone

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

1. Purple
2. Black
3. White

TOP THREE U LOVE SO MUCH:

1. Family
2. Friends
3. My gadgets - including handphones, laptop, bla bla bla

I WANT TO TAG:

1. Myra

2. CZ

3. Anom

And whoever read this, read: YOU ARE TAGGED!!!

Full Stop!!

2009-07-17T11:02:00.006+08:00

Today, finally the day came. This is not what I ever want but because of some stupid reason, it's over! I don't really understand what I feel rite now. Frustrated, anger, sad, unsatisfied, it all blend inside. I don't know how I can stand for all this time. Maybe because of trust. I trusted 'em and believe 'em with all of my heart but in the end, it all faded away. It takes years to build the trust and yet, it end with only a word.

Some my friend said, "chill la, it's not the end of the world. Why should u care bout someone who didn't even know how to appreciate you? They'll learn their lesson, someday." So, I stand up from my grief, and start a new life!

Enjoy this song, which is my favourite right now.

Akhirnya!!

2009-07-15T14:13:00.004+08:00

Setelah seminggu, akhirnya broadband aku dah boleh digunakan. Yosh! Rasa nak lompat-lompat je tadi bile boleh guna.. Hehehehe.. Tengok ni, siap tukar template segala bagai, alang-alang dah boleh guna kann.. Yelah, network pejabat takdelah selaju broadband ni. Suke I! Nasib baik la semalam pergi gak ke Centre tu. Kalau tak, entahkan tahun gajah ke, tahun katak ayam ke tahun katak baru boleh guna agaknya! Rupanya masalah die simple je. Nak tau ape problem die? Aku cuma kena setting balik kat Network Configuration Setting tu, pastu create profile baru. Caiitt! Macam berat sangat sampai seminggu tak boleh guna!

Minggu ni kat pejabat agak sibuk, sebab minggu depan audit nak datang. Sekali la dengan ISO tu. So, ada banyak kerja yang berkaitan dengan fail-fail yang perlu disemak. Huhuhu, sungguh leceh.. Yelah, fail daripada zaman tok Adam, zaman dinasor sume ada! Haih. Minggu ni cz ckp die nak gi JB, tinggalla aku Dayah berdua. Weh cz, kau tu kang dah pergi JB jangan lupe balik sini plak! Kita nk gi jalan kan wiken ni? Hehehehe...

Broadband, oh broadband!

2009-07-07T12:21:00.011+08:00

After a long weekend, finally I'm able to do a little update.. Kinkin came by and slept at our place last Saturday. It seems like she's doing just fine there, going along with the practical and she said that she has lost 3kg back there. Hey, are you sure? You still look the same to me.. Hahahahaha..

This week is quite hectic! I'm so tired, plus sleepy but I can't sleep. Huhuhu.. I've got a load of work to be done, files that need to be update, and the best part is, I CAN'T CONNECT MY BROADBAND!!! It started since last Thursday. First, I thought it might have problem due to the weather because it was raining heavily on the day. So I just ignore it. But the problem continue as days go by until today! I've called the **L**M Careline, but they can't help much. I only able to connect via GPRS only. Tahun gajah ke tahun katak ke tahun naga agaknya baru siap load 1 page! They kept giving me the same answer,

"I'm sorry miss, but it seems like your place is having problem with 3G. Somehow, it is unstabile by now,"

"Miss, there might be too many broadband user at your place right now. So, thats why you can't connect using the 3G,"

"I'm sorry miss, but we are having trouble with the line right now. While we're trying to collect the data from all the customer, please be patient and use the GPRS instead,"

WTH????? So if there are too many user using the phone line, then that means I can't make a phone call? If there are too many user using the Yahoo!, then that means I can't check my mail? WTH???

Lucky me I can go online with office network! Maybe I can't download the latest Bleach episode, or download the latest mp3 but at least I can update here. I wonder how long this problem will last, so peeps! Don't ask me this question :

"Hey, kenapa malam tadi kau tak online?"

He'll Never Understand

2009-07-03T08:34:00.009+08:00

Rite now, I just lurrrrrvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeee this one.. Cherry is the one who introduce me to this song. Thanks budak kecik! I've been listening into it for days and I still like it.. The reason why I like it? I don't really know. Maybe I just like it, or maybe it has something to do with my own life rite now. *okay, I admit that I'm having an internal conflict* But it doesn't really have to affect my routine everyday right? I just don't know. But I am not deciding anything yet. Just letting the time goes by, and the conflict will also fly away.. Haih, did I talk too much? Hehehe.. Here's the lyric for all to enjoy..

yao shuo she me
bei zi dou yi jing kong le
bi shang yan jing
xin li xia qi da xue
tian han you di dong
shi bu shi dao le
ai qing jie zhang de shi hou
zhi sheng xia ge zi mai dan de ji mo
wei she me dang wo tui kai men
ta men you lai la zhu wo

chorus
ta hai bu dong,hai shi bu dong
li kai shi xiang yao bei wan liu
ru guo kai kou na jiu shi
wo yao lai the wen rou
ta hai bu dong,yong yuan bu dong
yi ge yong bao neng dai ti suo you
ai jue dui neng dai ti suo dong yao wo

yao yong she me
rong hua zhe yi pian ji mo
zai si zhou de long keng qi lian tan xi
hua zhe yan piao zhou
guo qu zhong zhong
zai xin li gun cheng xue qiu
pa hai mei shuo hua lei jiu hui xian liu
ai bu shi ta gei de bu duo
shi bu zhi dao wo yao she me

chorus
ta hai bu dong,hai shi bu dong
li kai shi xiang yao bei wan liu
ru guo kai kou na jiu shi
wo yao lai the wen rou
ta hai bu dong,yong yuan bu dong
yi ge yong bao neng dai ti suo you
ai jue dui neng dai ti suo dong yao wo

dou shi bei le taiduo de xin yuan
liu xing cai hui die de na me zhong
ai tai xin ye you
zui hui de shi hou

chorus
ta hai bu dong,hai shi bu dong
li kai shi xiang yao bei wan liu
ru guo kai kou na jiu shi
wo yao lai the wen rou
ta hai bu dong,yong yuan bu dong
yi ge yong bao neng dai ti suo you
ai jue dui neng dai ti suo dong yao wo

zai di yi shi jian zhen jiu wo

p/s :: if you guys want this song translation in english, do let me know!

Untuk Hari Ini!!

2009-06-30T19:41:00.009+08:00

Wah, penat betul seminggu dua ni.. Maklumlah, banyak kerja sikit.. Hehehehe.. Padahal bukan kerja apa pun. Tapi serius memang bz. Kepada semua yang rajin buzz2 kt YM tu, I nk mintak maaf banyak2 lah ye klu xsempat nk buzz korang balik..

Pagi tadi ada Majlis Perpisahan untuk 5 orang Pegawai Pemantau Harga (PPH) yang dapat tawaran jadi guru. Dan termasuklah 3 pelajar praktikal dpd UPM aritu. Shalu, Chua dengan Aien. Yang datang cuma Aien sorang je, katanya Shalu pergi Singapore b ercuti kat rumah kakak dia. Chua? Ada hal lain. Macam kelakar plak bila tengok Aien kena berucap tiba-tiba. Yelah, dia sendiri pun tak sangka nak kena bagi ucapan kan. Sekali nama dia plak yang kena panggil 1st skali, hehehe.. Maknanya I pon nak kena sediakan ucapan ke nanti? Hehehe.. Takpe, Maul. Lambat lagi oke nk abes. Ade lagi 2 bulan!

Tadi I berYM dengan Kinkin di celah2 kesibukan.. Sibuk tanya pasal plan wiken ni. Iye, aku tau kau nk datang, slow2 la beb. Dah confirm nt kang aku kaborle.. Tu mesti xsabor2 nk nk gi Mahligai Gading die tu! :)) Nanti kita berkarok sampai xde suara oke!

Petang tadi abah mesej I, bgtau dia ada kat hospital. Dia tolong hantarkan orang pergi hospital, I sebagai anak yang baik datangla ke hospital.. Siap bawak manggis lagi! Tengok mesej yang abah hantar, dia cakap dia kat tempat parking kereta. Apalah agaknya yang abah buat kat situ? Bila I sampai, tengok abah kt seat belakang. Tido ke hapa? Sekali bila I tengok betul2, abah tengah buat karipap! Dengan mesin penggelek nya, dengan acuannya, dengan inti nya, dengan tepung nya. Nasib baik takde kuali dengan dapur gas! Tepuk dahi I sekejap.. hahahahaha..

notakaki :: oi kin, dtg nt jgn lupe belikan aku sikat yang baru!

Salah Siapa?

2009-06-24T11:13:00.005+08:00

Haih, masuk hari ni je dah 3 hari berturut saya kena duduk kat kaunter pertanyaan. Bosan? Tak berapa nak sangat la. Lagipun kat depan ni ada tv, siap Astro lagi! Bolehla layan anime yang dah lama ditinggalkan di rumah. Hehehehe.. Orang lain mesti berhangin je kat bawah. Yelah, mana tau tengah syok layan muvie jiwang-jiwang, saya boleh plak tukar channel tengok anime Slam Dunk la, Yuyu Hakusho la, Samurai X la.

Hari ni pegawai ramai yang takde. Ada yang cuti, ada yang pergi kursus. Ni yang tak suka ni. Bayangkanlah bila ada orang telefon nak cakap dengan seseorang.

Saya : Selamat pagi, pejabat xxx. Boleh saya bantu?
Pemanggil : Selamat pagi. Boleh saya cakap dengan Encik Y?
Saya : Sebentar ye, saya akan sambungkan.

Baru nak goyang kaki, tiba-tiba panggilan tadi ditransfer kembali pada saya. Alamak, Encik Y ni takde ke?

Saya : Maaf Encik, nampaknya Encik Y tiada di pejabat beliau. Mungkin beliau keluar untuk tugas rasmi,
Pemanggil : Ye ke? Kalau macam tu, sambungkan saya pada mana-mana pegawai yang bertugas.
Saya : Sebentar ye Encik.

Saya ingat dah settle, kejap lagi panggilan tadi di transfer balik! Saya dah risau. Kenapa semua orang tak nak angkat telefon ni?

Saya : Maaf Encik, Pegawai tadi pun dah keluar. Saya rasa..
Pemanggil : Kalau pegawai semua keluar pergi minum, cakap jelah diorang pergi minum! Tak perlulah sampai sambung sana, sambung sini dan tapi takde orang!

Dan beliau terus letak telefon. Saya terdiam. Apa saya nak jawab? Diorang memang ada tugas kat luar, nak buat macamana? Haih. Sekarang ni, bila ada call yang ditransfer balik, rasa macam tak nak angkat pun ada. Fobia seyy!

For The 1st Time..

2009-06-22T16:52:00.003+08:00

Greetings, all. Hi to everyone, and welcome to my page. Here, I'm going to write everything around me. My friends, my activities, my life and whatever I like. Hehehehe.. I do long to have a blog and now, here I am! Hope that everyone can drop by and say hi to me. *wink*