"They care about you, that's why they tried to talk to you. Can't you just listen to them?"
I DID listen to them. I do know and fully understand what was exactly they're trying to say. The message was delivered very well. But, enough is enough. What are you expecting me to do? Pack all my things and leave everything unsettled? Running away won't settle anything. It might get harder. For me.
I don't need to tell every person what's on my mind. It won't be necessary. As long as I don't get the final answer, things will remain unspoken. I don't like to bluffing here and there, and suddenly all the planning were not going so well. Then how?
I'm struggling somehow, to get out and to find a better solution. Mind you it is not easy. People can say everything they want to say as they are not in my shoes. And I don't give a damn about it. You can't shut their mouth, unless you shot them dead.
Semalam ada orang bersusah payah drive-thru just to send me the whole set of Foldover from McD as my supper. How sweet. :D
P/s : Makanan yang penuh dengan ingatan dan kasih sayang adalah makanan yang paling sedap sekali di abad ini.
